happiness.

2009-12-07T22:56:00.003+08:00

in bliss these past few days.
heh.
cn i be greedy this time?
cn i have more of this bliss?
-_-

shits.
the more i stay at home,
the more gg out turns me off.
dramas, fb, sleep, eat.
heh.

cn i be a shut-in??
on a 2nd tot, i guess nt.
lols.

TWILIGHT SAGA THE NEW MOON
hot stuffs, eye candies.
oh LOVELY!
Jacob is so much hotter than Edward pls.

oh gawd.
no nice movies in the theatres.
nt avatar pls.
maybe my last resort.

okay2.
i love JOE MCELDERRY.
i believe he cn win X-Factor.
esp this round since he sang OPEN ARMS.
its so convincing.
heh.

so now i come to you with open arms

ps. missing you oradi. (:

2009-12-02T21:35:00.002+08:00

i miss YOU ARE BEAUTIFUL drama.
i miss the cast.
tsk tsk tsk.
i seriously wish it was longer.
n this OST is stuck in my mind.

saranghae-yo, saranghae-yo.
i cry out to you.
but you cant hear
bcos im only shouting with my heart.

Another OST that i like.
frm Smile you drama.
geeez.

k ah.
back to FB-ing.
wwwweeeeeee

2009-12-01T20:34:00.002+08:00

went out wit the girls 2day.
Erdiah fetched me. (:
thanks gurl.
and whatever decision u make later,
rmber i'll be there 2 support u.
and most willing 2 lend u my shoulder too (:

ok. back 2 the girls.
so went to eat at tat Hajjah's place kat arab street.
YUMMY.
the siput was totally awesome.
and i bought a bag.
yes. a vintage bag.
like FINALLY.
heh.

shits.
im so attracted to that Ralph Lauren's bag.
tats a total NO NO i guess.
no money liao ah.
arggghh.
so frustrating.

so yesterday,
went to JB wit bf, mum, cousin and her kids.
wweeeeee.
last min plans.
so dcided 2 experience taking a bus dere instd.
it was a fun yet tiring trip.
went to my aunt's hse.
seafood at Pasir Gudang.
wahhh. bf so lucky huh. (:
gets to eat gd food.

u noe what?
i love my kental. ALWAYS.
im just thankful to have met him in my life.
cos he's...
the only one who can tolerate my nonsense.
the only one who has never left my side.
the only one who never let go of my hands.
the only one who will be there to help me up when i fall.
the only one who dares to step into my world.
the only one who would wipe my tears when i cry.
and lastly,
the only one who would say i love you to me.

he will always be my kental <3

2009-11-26T23:06:00.002+08:00

helloo yaww.
so met that kental in the late afternoon.
HE CUT HIS HAIR! boohoo.
hair faster grow. faster faster.
so went cycling at ECP.
wwwweeeeeeee.
frm one end to the other.
tiring but so panas.
luckily nvr rain.
and we kept eating ALOT. hehehe.
and somebody is being so irritating todae.
gggrrrr.
2day reached home very early lor.
hehe.
gd girl mahh.
RYTEE....

YAYY.
Viikii is working as per normal again.
the happiest girl on earth.
(:

off i go nw.
tata yaya.

2009-11-25T21:34:00.008+08:00

YAYYYY!!!!!
EXAMS DAH HABES!!!!!
ITS TIME TO PARTYYYYY!!!
woohhooo...
wwweeeeeee...

and so we celebrated fifi's birthday at sakura JP.
heh.
wit a birthdae cake tat we decorated ourselves.
tada! (:
our end product.
nice nt? hahaha.

kk. hope it doesnt rain tml.
cos i wanna go cycling.
hehehehe.
mesti that kental SUKER.
memang SUKER pon. heh.

shits.
i dunno what else 2 do.
its so freaking hard 2 watch dramas nw
since viikii is having problems.
ggggrrrrrr.

2009-11-23T22:06:00.003+08:00

thank you kental.
for these past two days.
thanks 4 the seoul garden treat (:
and i totally enjoyed it.
love you yaww.
heh.

and i love that Cappuchino 1 shot frm coffee bean.
JJANG!!!

Gokusen the movie was A-W-E-S-O-M-E!!!
too many eyecandies. (:
casts frm all 3 seasons participated.
and i'll totally miss the cast.
cos i literally watch them grow.
frm a mere small fry to a popular and wanted actor.
the THREE seasons of Gokusen were absolutely worth watching.
hope there will be more gokusen
but i doubt so.
tsk tsk tsk

BAEK AH!!
John & Edward were kicked out.
so Obvious who wud win.
wen the bottom 2 were the twins and Olly Murs.

okays.
tyme 4 me to study.
which i maybe start so lil.
which i dunnoe how or wad to study.
lols.
mcm malas gitu.
memang ah actually.
urghhh.
and where's my panic mode?

on a side note,
i've shrunk.
oh no!

BYE.

2009-11-21T02:55:00.002+08:00

i hate starhub.
4 stealing away my boyfriend.
:'(

Oh Allah.
pls gif me the strength and ketabahan
that i need.
to walk thru this.

just maybe 2 mths more.
and it will be over.
but will it really?
im scared.
sighs.

tyme passes in a second
wenever i spend time with him.
wen i wished it cud be longer.
but noeing his circumstances very well,
i noe i just cudnt.

how little we spoke nw.
how little we meet up.
how we tried our best to make time for each other.
sometimes its so hard that i wanna let go.
so hard that i wanna run away.
but i noe i cant.
becos thats love.
the heart speaks for itself.

i.miss.you.
i.love.you.

2009-11-19T12:11:00.003+08:00

omona!
Gokusen the movie is out aeh.
been trying 2 find this online.
but 2 no avail.
and its out in the cinemas.
1 of my most fav dramas.
YAYYYY!
just wen i was abt 2 be so excited abt watching this,
and someone just had 2 spoil it. :(
looks like i hav 2 gif it a miss huh.
haishh.
im so freaking sad nw.
anyone interested in watching this?
i wanna tag along.
hahahahaha.
aigoo.
i so wanna watch Gokusen like so bad.

anw, JAWI exam is over.
yayy.
tho i 4got like most stuffs.
hahahaha.
dere shud nt be any more jawi modules bah.
if nt, im gg 2 die.

klah.
back 2 my dramas.
kekekekekeke.

ps. i miss sheesha (shisha or whichever u spell it)

2009-11-16T18:02:00.004+08:00

this is awesome.
x-factor finalists singing a song.
Joe's voice is totally angelic.
this song suits his voice perfectly.
and OLLY!!
loving him to bits and pieces.
so wanna pinch his chubby white cheeks.
cnt wait 2 see him in the nxt round.
and i hope he wins.
kekekekeke.
and why are the twins nt out yet?
URGHHH.
spoiling the standard of the competition.
but i pity them
they onli had ONE freaking line
which is you are nt alone only.
gosh. wen everyone else had longer lines to sing.
and i realize i miss LUCIE. :(

oh gdness.
i love TAEYANG
and his WEDDING DRESS.
hahahahaha.
he's so freaking hot wen he's doing tat body wave thingy.
and wenever he danced. HOT giler nk mamps.
dere was just 1 ting tat i dun like abt the MV.
tat redundant KISS.
pfft.
nvrtheless,
Taeyang, YOU ARE OFFICIALLY MINE.
(:

so in the midst of studying,
i actuallie found new dramas
and these are so irresistable.
tat i cnt help feasting on dem.
hahahaha.
this is HI MY SWEETHEART
starring Rainie and Alan Luo aka SHOW.
yayyy. they are finally acting together.
love him so much pls.
i swear he's getting better at acting.
and this character kinda fits him perfectly.
wit the pink panther. geez.
n Rainie just rawk my world.
she's taking a different role nw.
strange but i like (:
and she kips wearing heels yg sungguh LAWA. hahahaha.
totally looking 4ward to nxt epi.
da lung, da lung, da lung....

and momo love.
like finally, i watched this.
the brothers are so freaking hilarious.
too overprotective i must sae.
i wish it wasnt Jiro instd.
maybe Wu Cun or Mike He. hahahaha
sry people. a lil bit biasness here.
but i just dun like Jiro. tsk tsk.
i cnt wait 4 the wk 2 be over.
kekekeke.

AUTUMN's CONCERTO
i hate her.
why must the mother be so self-centred.
and onli thinks abt herself.
URGGHHHH.
i so cnt wait 4 the nxt epi.
cos its wen Guang Xi has lost his memories
and Mu Cheng gave birth to his son.
i feel so anxious waiting.
hahahahahaha.

i know.
in the midst of preparations 4 my paper TOMORROW,
i actuallie spent most of the tyme watching dramas
gosh. biar aeh.
tak abes2.
but i like. kekekeke.
and i so cnt wait 4 these 2 papers 2 be over.
depending alot on memorising.
n i cnt rmber wad i've memorised actually.
lols.

i dunnoe y but tho i've read the slides,
re-did my tutorials and wrote notes,
did past year exam qns,
its like someting is missing.
i feel like its nt enuff.
hahahaha.
anxious jugak seh.

klah2.
back 2 linguistics.
ketaksaan, kekaburan, homonimi, homograf, diftong, klausa, morfem, alofon, alomorf, fonem..
and the list goes on and on.
and i need more memorizing power.
(:

2009-11-10T01:51:00.002+08:00

happy 9th monthsary.
(:

muhammad azhar bin anuar <33

2009-11-09T01:12:00.002+08:00

i dun understand.
in fact, i dun want to understand.
why you cannot understand.

been longing for too long.
and yet im still longing.
for someting that will never happen.
like waiting 4 pigs to fly.

and so now.
i shall end the longing.
cos its too tiring.
but can i really?

times like this makes me wanna run away.
escapism.
heh.

2009-11-06T22:44:00.002+08:00

yayy!!
finally edu psyco is OVER.
happy. shalala...
handed in my essay.
surprised tat it was 0% aeh pls.

working on Panji essay nw.
tsk tsk.
its freaking long 4 just 1 point.
biar aehh.

anw, sumbody is so kental today.
stung by a bee.
take gd care. dunwan u 2 get a fever.
-_-

and i watched my girlfriend is an agent 2dae.
shingz.
freaking awesome aeh pls.
worth tat 6 bucks.
2dae 6 bucks aeh???
WEIRD.

and i watch YOU'RE BEAUTIFUL last nyte.
kekekeke.
it was worth every moment aeh
gahhh!!
eyecandies tat made my dae.
(:

klah.
back 2 essay nw.
tata.

2009-11-03T20:55:00.002+08:00

gahhh..
enuff of doing essay for 2dae.
went 2 sch just for ONE HOUR.
hahahahaha.
and 2molo's the test.
*sense my ilokusi here?*
damn.
totally nt readi.
SHINGZ.
-_-

we fight and we make up.
an endless vicious cycle.
a faithful friend tat tags along.
tsk tsk.
and YOU!
GRRRRR....

hehehe.
my girlfriend is a secret agent.
*hint hint*

kk. need 2 study NW.
and i've been watching x-factor 4 the past hr.
(:

SOS signal being sent out.

WIRA, tolong selamatkan hari ku??
(Hero, pls save my day?)

k dah.
BYE!!

2009-10-30T19:53:00.005+08:00

shits.
im stuck on this song.
freaking nice giler aeh pls.
and i love PARK BOM!!!
she rawks.

No matter what happens
Even when the sky is falling down
I’ll promise you
That I’ll never let you go

You, When I fell
you held me back up with an unfaltering gaze

And You, through those sad times
held my hands till the end of the world

I might be a shabby person who has never done anything for you
But today, I am singing this song just for you
Tonight, within those two eyes and a smile
I can see the pains from protecting me
You and I together. It’s just feels so right
Even though i bid you goodbye, to me this world is just you
You and I together, don’t ever let go of my hands
even though i bid you goodbye, to me this world is just you

Our love has changed a bit by bit just like others
But don’t be sad
Hopefully I will be someone who you can trust like an old friend
and someone you can lean onto
I promise you that I’m be right here baby

I might be a shabby person who has never done anything for you
But today, I am singing this song just for you
Tonight, within those two eyes
and smile I can see the pains from protecting me
You and I together. It’s just feels so right
Even though i bid you goodbye, to me this world is just you
You and I together, don’t ever let go of my hands
even though i bid you goodbye, to me this world is just you

I close my eyes lightly whenever I feel lonely again
I no longer fear when your breath holds me
No one in the world can replace you
You are the only one in I’ll be there for you baby

You and I together, It’s just feels so right
Even though i bid you goodbye, to me this world is just you
You and I together, don’t ever let go my hands
even though i bid you goodbye, to me this world is just you

Just you and I
Forever and ever..

just sum kpop update:

Oh Yeah by MBLAQ. produced by Rain.

its so freaking nice at the beginning.

with a lil bit of tango.

but once it reaches the chorus, wad a TURN OFF.

Oh yeah???? GAWD?!

wad was tat abt? it cud hav been betta tho.

no matter how many tymes i listen 2 this.

tssk tsk.

and i have been watching SNSD chocolate love.

an endorsement 4 LG's new chocolate phone.

cnt get enuff of this.

even tho i noe they r trying a lil bit 2 hard 2 be sexy.

and i have been watching another new kdrama.

its creating destiny.

i love all the casts. kekekeke.

2009-10-27T22:45:00.003+08:00

its KENTAL's 23rd burfdae.
so brought him 2 SWENSONS 2 celebrate.
and we gt FREE ice cream
cos its his BDAE.
BDAE boy was the most xcited.
cos it was a FLAMING ice cream.
n i helped him 2 blow off the candle.
YIIPPPEEE!
hahahahaha.

hope you had a memorable 23rd birthday syg.
hope u like the prezzie.
i noe u do.
hehehehehe.
(:

and once again,
i wud want to wish you....

HAPPY 23rd BIRTHDAY!!!!

i call it chocolate love

2009-10-25T21:56:00.002+08:00

i hate it when i start panicking.
so many things to do aeh pls.
URGHHHH.
2 essays.
linguistics assigment.
jawi test.

and im pissed.
pissed at that BABI.
dah tentu2 aku suro dier antar keje by 8.
semue org uat keje dorang.
kecuali BABI tu ahh.
blh kuar pulak tu.
HELLO?? kau tk reti bsk due ke?
i seriously hate PBL to the max nw.
maha BENCI giler.
wasting my time onli.
PFFT.
and finally TML its OVER!!!

klah2.
reading panji nw.
bye.

2009-10-22T22:04:00.004+08:00

boyfie & me went Marina Barrage.
relieving our 1st date memories.
mcm budak kecik maen air.
it was a fun cam-whoring session tho.
hahahaha.

wo0o0o0..
had Jawi test earlier on.
sum spelling test.
n it was like nt a test at all.
we were all looking at each other.
lols.
study so hard 4 noting.
aigooo.

sastera presentation is OVER.
biar aehh.
1st tyme Bani dtg extremely siang aehh.
hahahaha.
yet i feel unsatisfied.
i cud hav achieved better.
if it werent for my brain that went blank.
pfft.

Urghh.
nw shifting my attention 2 PBL.
i totally find it a waste of tyme.
cos it sucks.
due on mondae aeh pls.
pfft

finally!
i hav tyme 2 watch my dramas.
4 2 daes aehh.
wonder how i survived.
hahahaha.

klah. back 2 PBL.
harapkan my grp members
mcm harapkan pagar, pagar mkn padi.

yayy.
see you 2molo baby.
(:

2009-10-18T14:16:00.015+08:00

so fridae was dinner with the couples.
just one word. AWESOME!!
hahaha.
having a great tyme with ur loved ones n awesome fwens,
what more cud u ask for?

life is simply marvelous. (:

and saturdae some quality tyme with family.
at Changi Beachh.
with paternal side.
oh happy dayy..
(:
on a side note, im darker nw.
dangs.

and then,
dinner with my maternal grandparents.
at LAU PA SAT.
yummy prawns, satay & chicken wings.
brought them to Marina Barrage too.
its so much vibrant nw.
wit the colorful lights.
& cam-whoring wit my Atok.
swear he's so freaking cute.
esp wen i brought him to walk in the waters.
best!

omg.
i cnt wait 4 the nxt round if X-Factor.
its just too WOW.
completely amazes me.
totallie cnt be compared to Singapore Idol.
i love each & every of their voices.
even those gd-looking ones have a talent too.
& Simon is too full of himself huh. -_-

i feel that this is the best performance of the 2nd round.
a guy singing a gurl's song.
in Rock.
& so feeling too. hahaha
gd job!!!

and these guys are my all-tyme faves.
i love Llyod's smiles.
it melts my heart each tyme.
oh gawd.
thank you 4 creating such beings.
hahaha.

Joe's voice is just so angelic.
it completely swept me off my feet.
& he shud do Power songs.
cos he cn totally nail it.
(:

some drama updates:

3 dramas on my watching list ryte nw.
its freaking AWESOME aeh pls.
its like i cnt wait 4 a wk 2 pass 4 the nxt episiodes.
GRRRRR....

okays.
this is a new korean drama.
You're beautiful
staring Jang Geun Suk.
awwww. he's so HOT.
and Hongki as a supporting role in this drama too.
he's so cute playing a character tat is so like him.

a lil bit like Hanakimi.
a girl disguising as guy.
but the pace of the storyline is too fast.
cos the girl was found out at the 2nd epi.
& i wanna see Geun Suk falling in love wit her.
looking 4ward yaww.

this is SMILE.
another new drama.
and the dad is so freaking irritating aeh pls.
if u miss Chunderella, u shud totally watch this. (:

which obviously i did.
actually didnt noe Chunhee will act in this drama.
lols.
i so cnt wait 4 the nxt episode aeh pls.
faster! faster!!
kekekeke.

a Taiwanese drama.
Autumn's Concerto
starring Vanness Wu.
its freaking nice.
dspite the female lead was kinda lacking.

and i gave up on Buzzer Beat.
cos its getting so draggy towards the end.
felt that the drama cud do alot betta.
esp wit Yamapi as the lead actor.
i tink Code Blue was so much interesting.
i tink Japan dramas r nicer 2 watch wen its nt romance genre.

i love this song.
but the original version tho.
the gd ting abt this version,
is tat all the members of both grps r featured.
i love Hyomin's legs.
hahahaha.

oh mann.
i wish i cud do Kara's butt dance.
lols.

okays.
i've been telling myself 2 read hikayat.
but i just digress each tyme.
URGGGHHH.
but hikayat's so boring.

okay.
tu je. BYEWORLD.

its hurts so much at times that i simply give up

2009-10-15T01:03:00.002+08:00

YAYYYYY!!!
essay dah abes kaper.
woohooo.

oh no.
2 more essays 2 go
sastera and edu psyco.
PFFTT.
naseb baek sastera grp work.
but edu psyco???
urggghhh. more readings again.
WHY???? KENAPER???

and i just got myself into HUGE trouble just nw.
aku yg cari pasal.
tsk tsk.
biase jugakk.
aigooooo...

oh mann. n i so cnt go shopping this mth.
nid 2 totally save up 4 birthdae events.
tsk tsk.
but sum kental got me new SHOES!!
i loike....
hehehehe.

thank you love.
for everything.

2009-10-12T00:56:00.002+08:00

washing n cleaning your bike,
dinner@kfc,
buying shoes,
hanging out...
(:
i had fun.
thank you love.
if onli tyme wud stop aeh.

I LOVE YOU.

oh no.
didnt touch my essay 2dae.
pfft.

2009-10-10T01:37:00.003+08:00

alahhhhh... citer lady castle dah abes.
tsk tsk.
but the last epi was so touching k.
esp wen Hye Na said i miss you but i cnt do anything abt it.
oso the scene wen she kept imagining tat Dong Chan was bside her all the tyme
aaaaaaawwwwwwwww....
tears cnt help but 2 roll dwn my cheeks.
hahaha.
dangss. i wan more of this cn.
n i hope Moon Chae Won can get a lead role in her nxt drama.
instd of a supporting role onli.
she's gt the looks n so talented in acting pls.
overall i feel tat she acted betta den Eun Hye.

anw,
HAPPIE 8th Monthsary love.
(:
walau bibir melafaz marah
tetapi hati merindu sayang.
terjalinlah marah-marah syg.....

2009-10-06T23:55:00.004+08:00

olrytes.
1 week of break is seriously nt enuff.
it was a blast.
and i reallie did enjoy myself.
instd of completing my essay.
PFFT.

anw, so the week started out wit gg back TPJC.
2 do our linguistik project.
which is totallie lykeee errrmmmm.....
no comments 4 nw.
anw, afta which me, huda & bani went 2 the arcade.
hahahaha.
freaking fun sia.
we were like deprived lil kids.

me n kental went to SENTOSA.
tat was fantastic. hahaha.
i like. (:
went Underwater World, met pink dolphins.
swimming, luge & sky ride.
ended wit lepak-ing at mount faber.
thank you love.

and then rayer outing wit my rakan2 seperjuangan.
fuiyooo.
kecoh abes.
wit singing in the mini bus.
taking dangerous pics in the lifts.
nt missing any shot at every hse.
teasing people here and there.
hahahaha.
pls take a gd look at these cikgu wannabees.
dun send ur children 2 them k.
god noes wad we will teach them.
hahahahaha.
kidding je..

followed by rayer outing wit my JC mates.
kecoh pe.
rented a van wit Oni driving.
but it loves to stall so much.
NEVERTHELESS....
i enjoyed every min of it. (:

oklahh.
tu je.
nw is back 2 sch.
and ESSAY?
saper mau lyn?
lu blah pon cantik ah.
sikit pon gua tak heran ahhh.

k dah. BYE!

2009-09-30T01:41:00.000+08:00

i.am.feeling.the.stress.
and im nt doing aniting abt it. (:

ps. hopefully it doesnt rain tml.

SENTOSA, HERE I COME!

2009-09-28T21:23:00.002+08:00

aigoo aigoo...
the more i read abt teaching, the more i feel scared.
teaching seems to be scary.
its just not exactly what i tot.
tho u are equipped wit theories n methods of teaching,
and they sound so easy n simple 2 adhere,
yet, u cn nvr noe wad will happen wen u reallie teach.
its like xpecting the unxpected.
haishhh.

what if students ask u difficult qns wen u urself cnt ans?
what about those less motivated students??
or those mini-mats & minahs speaking 2 u so crudely??
or those who are problematic that u just want 2 gif up on dem
but ur responsibilty as a teacher stops you?
how 2 teach dem 2 stae away frm drugs n casual sex??
how 2 make ur lessons interesting everyday??
wow.
alot of things to be considered & carefully planned.
its nt easy 2 become a teacher after all.
i wonder how my teachers do tat.
doing alot of things simultaneously.
n meeting the expectations of the school as well.
oh my gdness.

cos im nt good at being spontaneous.
im slow at reacting to situations
tho i noe i can adapt to changes very well.
(but tats nt helping. thanks. urgh)

now i reallie do doubt my capabilities.
is this really the right path for me?
i still remember Cikgu Malek's words:
a Muslim teacher holds even greater & heavier responsibilities.
haishhh.

fine. lets nt dwell on this.
maybe im just tinking 2 much huh.

anw, i found this freaking hilarious shit.
Them doing the BEG abracadabra dance.
i swear Alex is freaking sexy wen he shakes his butt like tat.
(Shinae noona shud hav married Alex sia. tsk tsk)
hahahaha. Jo Kwon is as usual; peculiar.
i still rmber wen 2AM was being asked what makes them different frm other boy bands,
it was Jo Kwon. (which i so totally agree!)
kk.
the most funniest part of the vid was 1:58 onwards.
wen Kang Hodong cudnt take off tat jacket/cardigan
n he needed 3 people 2 help aeh.
hahahaha.

credits:dailykpopnews1

i dunnoe why.
but everytyme i listen 2 2PM song,
i just cudnt help tinking abt Jaebeom.
pls pls come back.
2PM is incomplete w/o u sehh.
haishhh.
i hate those xtreme anti-fans.
tsk tsk.
he didnt commit a serious crime sehh.
he just said sumting silly.
itu aje. pfft.

i nvr like 4Minute Hyuna.
firstly she dun hav the looks.
n she dun hav the voice olso.
she cnt even pronounce simple english words properly.
urggghhh.

im xcited 4 my GESL project aeh.
its been accepted.
tapi suggested is 17 Nov seh.
exams period kan.
saper mau lyn??
no alternative dates ke?

dere's alot of tings 2 be done aeh.
1 week of break is just nt enuff aeh.
read, read, read.
hikayat seri rama still a long wae 2 go.
dah lamer tk pegang aeh.
n still gt panji semirang.
omg. im gg crazee aeh.
n 2 essays 2 do pe.
was it 1000 words or 2000 words aeh??
alamakk. luper ahhhh. kene check alik.
sheessh.

breakfast n lunch wit kental seh.
ulang alik skolah n vivo aeh.
hahahahaha.
nie lah jadinyer kalo ader mataye.

klah.
off 2 read hikayat.
or maybe not.

(:

2009-09-25T23:33:00.002+08:00

kekeke.
a date wit boyfie after his prayers.
i was so lazy 2 go 2 sch.
feeling a lil bit sick.
kept sneezing non stop.
and tat ridiculous heachache.
n so lethargic pls.
tdo mati seh smlm.
slept frm 8pm till the nxt morning.
hahaha.
bom meletup kat sbelah pon tk dgr.

anw....
so off wit boyfie 2 find a box 4 his bike.
wanted it 4 convenience.
ur bike is still as nice lahh even wit the box.
tgk ahh saper yg pilih color dier.
kekekeke.
luckily we didnt get at the 1st shop.
dahlah mahal, i tink it wud look ugly sehh.

dinner at SEOUL GARDEN.
dah lamer aeh tk mkn seperti org yg gelojoh.
lols.
thanks aehh.
my perut yg kembung is like so memalukann.
sheesh.
terkenang mase2 dulu jugak.
i miss the tymes wen we(mai n ruz wit boyfriends) went previously.
Biler nie nk pi lagi???
kekekeke.
rindu korang luhhh.
padahal aru jumper hari tu seh. kekeke.

sch makes me tired.
tho i dun hav a heavy schedule.
it must be bcos i used 2 much of my brains.
hahahaha.

and i so love that kental.

2009-09-21T21:49:00.010+08:00

so this is 2nd dae of Raye.
kekeke.
fun yet tiring.
so many houses we went k.
and tml is back 2 reality. URGHHH!!!

my atok cute kan. pandai selit. kekeke.

oh mann. im so short. even my youngest sis is taller den me. sheesh.

and im nt done wit my tutorial.
shits.

things have changed between you and me.
and i don't like the change.
i really don't.
i.miss.the.old.you.

2009-09-20T21:24:00.015+08:00

first day of raye.
woohoo.
n tml will the part 2.
yayy.

kk.
im am so freaking tired radi.
NYTES!!!

and imu.
yes i do.

2009-09-17T23:30:00.002+08:00

geez.
went to geylang just nw.
wit BF and his fwens.
n the highlight of the trip was an encounter wit a bapok.
freaky shit sia.
i wanted 2 buy sum bbq chicken wing.
but den the shop tat sells the nicest ayam had a long q.
n it wud take sum tyme 4 the chicken 2 cook.
so decided 2 forget it lah.
and so,

BF's fwen: Kalo tak beli ayam, nanti mlm tkleh tdo
and the bapok hu heard tat went
Kalo takleh tdo, tdolah dgn i.

n his eyes kept following us till we were out of sight.
freaking us out sia.

yayy.
finally did inai.
nice cn. kekeke.
n BF bought his baju raye radi.
im so xcited.
its been 2 yrs since i had a BF 4 raye.
i mean i kinda envy couples wearing the same colour.
n stuffs like tat.
hu wudnt kan???
(:

and my dendeng too.
finally tasted dendeng hot n fresh.
yummy.
even BF did nt deny tat too.

and i so love my BF tau.
last buker wit him tml.
yayyy.
(:

so xcited 4 raye nw.
yayy yayy.

2009-09-14T23:14:00.000+08:00

oh my gdness.
i am so frustrated ryte nw cn.
FB is being a bitch.
my pics frm my cam r corrupted.
and there's totally noting i cn do abt it.
urghh.

early in the morning,
sumone was like asking wads a primary sch student doing here for.
n it took me moments 2 realize tat he was referring 2 me.
wth kape.
nvm. i'll just take it as a compliment.
hahaha.
i look young pe. (:

iftar wit my class was a blast kape.
n Zul drove us 2 Arab Street.
kecoh kape kat dlm krete. lol.
i was trying my best 2 finish my food.
which was like so MUAK cn.
urghhh.
and we had a mesyuarat tergempar nyer.
kecoh giler seh.
n luckily i didnt get lost on my wae home cn.
speaking of which,
aku paiseh giler babi lah sia.
totallie wasnt in the ryte state of mind.
aku dah giler kaper?!
urghhh.

n BF's is in his dreamland radi.
pfft.

dahlah.
aku dah ngantok.
tdo lagi bagos.
selamat mlm dunia.
(:

2009-09-12T01:37:00.010+08:00

blogger is obedient todae.

so i shall update sum outdated pics.
this is maira's blated burfdae celebration.
n we ate at vivo's pastamania.
suker ahh bdae gurl. kekeke
abes tau dier mkn. hahaha. (:
but anw, i reallie did miss these gurls.
awwww.

yepps.

tats all folks.

2009-09-12T01:23:00.003+08:00

n i love him so.
if i t isnt love, i wudnt hav reacted that wae.
n thats how much u meant to me.
everything that i do,
its olways bcos of you.
so do u feel the same wae too??

Neyo's MAD is perfect for the situation ryte nw.

we're fighting this war when both of us are losing

2009-09-11T11:24:00.000+08:00

my hopes were crashed once again.
thanks aeh.

2009-09-10T21:08:00.000+08:00

oh here i am
doing my edu psyco shit.
i'd rather go sch den e-learning.
so many things to do.
wen u hardly hav a single hw in class.
pfft.

im so freaking tired.
afta tat walk in geylang.
finally, sumting catches my eye.
and i nid 2 buy simple baju kurung seh.
cos i seriously dun hav any.
all i hav is kebayas cn.
nw im excited for HAri Raya.
yay yay.
(:

oh mann.
my pay this mth is nt tat great.
only 1.1k.
aru nk ber-angan2 save duet smpai 20k.
hahaha.
u spoilt my plans.
wen i was abt 2 buy alot of things wit tat money.
urghhh.

sch was a bore today.
pfft.
hope im meeting tat kental tml.
n im like the onli 1 gg back 2 sch 4 sum GESL.
like wth.
olrytes.
im freaking sleepy nw.
but i want 2 wait 4 kental 2 finish work.

happie 7th monthsary kental.
YOU make it all worthwhile.
kekeke.
<33

2009-09-08T22:10:00.000+08:00

OH MY GDNESS.
JAEBEOM HAS LEFT???
my sweetheart is leaving me??
WTH.
stupid anti-fans.
PLS. Just cut it out.
HELLO??
tat was like wen??
a few yrs back.
all bcos he said sumting silly.
wudnt u hav said the same thing wen u were at his age at tat point of tyme??
maybe nt the exact same thing?
but sumting along tat line??
oh pls aeh. GROW UP!!
n wth. u even created a suicide petition 4 him??
just bcos of tat??
he's just a human being.
he's nt perfect. well, helllloooo???!!!
boohoo. boohoo.
kesiannyer jaebeom.
i mean wen lots of people wants u 2 die, wudnt u feel horrible??
URGGHHH.
oh Jaebeom honey, pls hang in on dere.
pls.
aja aja fighting.
see how anti-fans can get so xtreme??
tsk tsk.
wads gg 2 happen 2 2PM w/o a leader??
JAEBEOMMMIEEE.......
tsk tsk tsk tsk.
i will miss himm cn.
i tink the part i will miss most is wen he olways rips off his shirt on stage.
tsk tsk.

anw, went 2 celebrate humaira's blated burfdae wit the gals ytd.
had fun just chilling out.
n cam-whoring. wooahhh.
dah lamer tk jumper sehh.
rindu korang sangat2.
n ruzanna supar, GANBATTE k.
2 maira, pheeza n naj, all the best 4 prelims.
(:
n ERDIAH, aner kau menghilangkan diri? hahaha.
sedih tau kau tk dtg.
n dun worry k.
i will still be the Jassika tat u noe. (:
all the best 4 prelims.
study hard gurls (:

dahlah kene bgn pagi2 bute.
pastu perut prangai pulak tu.
mcm sial btol.
wad a start of the dae. urghh.
on top of tat, ngantok pulak tu.
hahaha.
JAebeommmiiee......
haish. tsk tsk tsk.

yayy. i cnt wait 4 2molo.
its my date wit kental.
kekeke.
xcited. (:

2009-09-05T20:45:00.001+08:00

went 2 the army open hse.
omg. the weather's like so freaking hot.
draining away my energy.
lagi2 tgh puase.
making me so cranky.
and im so freaking tired ryte nw.
but i hav like tons of things 2 do.
urghh.
i nid coffee badly.
but im so malas 2 go Cheers or 7-11.

instead of an appreciation,
i got a rejection.
haishh.

im slowly losing you

2009-09-05T01:28:00.002+08:00

keke. my new found bf.
and he said i lub u, pouting his lips 4 a kiss.
awwww.
fine. i adore kids.
they can be so annoying yet so cute at the same tyme.

had dinner wit my GESL mates todae.

had an awesome tyme (:

went home wit Nadya n Ahmad.

so fun just toking 2 dem.

its been ages since i last chatted like so long on my wae home.

they made my day.

and i got my lappy olradi.

paid 77 bucks n i get a new lappy for 2.5 yrs.

i swear its so freakin heavy 2 carry it home.

but it was worth it.

cos i am so loving my lappy so much cn.

even my dad acknowledged its a gd lappy.

since my dad is an xpert in IT stuffs.

bf wants 2 bring me to this army open hse tml.

wait.

gg into tanks n playing wit guns?

okayy. -_-

he kept convincing me to go.

klah2. since u wanted 2 go so badly,

we shall go provided it doesnt rain.

keke.

oh man. i hope the weather's nt gonna be tat hot either.

yeah. i noe. im vain.

hahaha.

oh man.

so many hw 2 be done.

urghhh.

dread. dread. dread.

nyte nyte. (:

2009-09-03T22:25:00.001+08:00

woohoo. yayy.
1 project presentation down.
which is JAWI.
glad it went well.
rehearsal was more of laughter ah dgr2.

n u noe what?
i actuallie cried in class 2dae.
cos of a very moving video.
its like freaking touching ahh.
a father gg 4 the xtra mile 4 his vegetable son.
i reallie salute him sehh.

read hikayat seri rama.
oh my gdness.
i cn seriously go crazee just trying 2 figure out wad the hell its trying 2 sae.
n its in malay tau.
malay tauu.
its in ancient malay actuallie.
where there us no commas at all.
they love 2 use maka n hatta.
n the sentences r freaking long.
like some info is like totallie tk perlu.
n i still dunnoe wads the story is all abt.
is dere even a storyline?? hmmmm.

haishh.
everything i've said seems to be wrong.
or to be more direct, bitchy.
fine.
yeah yeah. everything is my fault.
for saying the wrong things.
i shall shut up.
i guess more people wud be happie tat wae.
(:

i miss being in my own comfort zone.
if i have a choice 2 change my life,
i would definitely pick being a shut-in.
haha.
people wudnt bother me.
and i wudnt bother people.

tadi kekek giler.
huda confident ader glue kat student hub.
nk paste gambar kat this paper ahh.
n so wen we reached student hub,
she went "Abeh tat tyme bani pakai glue paste MC kat student hub. Oh! Tu glue aku"
huda, huda.
hahahaha.

i shall try another alternative 2 sch tml
haha.
alahhh. korang dah collect laptop.
pfft.

sometymes i feel like i dunnoe who you are animore.
yet, i still love you the same.

2009-08-31T23:22:00.002+08:00

i shud be reading up PEDAGOGY.
but wad m i doing here nw??
lol

last minute editing jawi's presentation.
n its tml.
we havnt even rehearse it 2gether.
n its TOMOLO. haha.
all the best to US.

watched final destination ytd wit BF.
so jakon giler.
1st tyme i was watching it in 3D.
hahaha.
wit those glasses.
we looked like NERDS.
the 3D effect was indeed cool shit.
money spent was so worth it.
a gory movie. yet, awesome.
woohoo.

and buker wit BF 2dae.
at causeway point.
we walked arnd 4 olmost 2 hrs.
kesian BF.
melayankan karenah aku.
kekekeke.
im tired of walking too k.

had my dose of eyecandies ytd.
a performance that i watched again and again.
i swear 2PM is super-duper-H-O-T.
i went high wen Jaebum n Chansung started ripping off their shirts.
in the falling 'rain'.
HOT giler nk mampos kape.
n nt 4getting wen Wooyoung n Junho danced so CUTE-ly.
hahaha.
totally felt like pinching their cheeks.

n i watched X-Factor.
i was wow-ed.
amazing singing talent.
cnt wait 4 the next episode 2 be uploaded.
(:

my next drama wud be A Prince's First Love
an old drama, i noe.
but i hav no tyme 2 watch it.
dangs. maybe tml or sum other day.
keke.

okay.
im tired n sleepy nw.
BTW, my clothes just came.
excited.
K dah bye (:
goodnight world.

i love Muhammad Azhar Bin Anuar (:
he makes my world go round.
weeee.

2009-08-27T00:04:00.002+08:00

okay.
i just read sum articles on STOMP.
its so ridiculous.
a teacher was caught for holding hands wit her bf outside sch.
i mean teachers hav a life oso k.
what bad example?
just holding hands wad. nt smooching or petting.
stuuuupiiid.
n nw is lyke which century??
omg. wth.
how m i gonna survive??
u mean bf cnt fetch me n stuffs like tat??
oh no.
so depressing.
n i so pity that teacher who was caught.
haishh.

2dae's lesson was totallie last-min cancelled.
n i just gt 2 noe the news
wen i was half-way getting ready 4 sch cn.
naseb baek b4 i gt 2 sch.
(:
but thanks.
i got a dae off.
weeeee...

n bf took mc 2dae.
just 4 me. (ehem ehem)
kekeke.
watched THE PROPOSAL.
totallie fabulous.
n he's off tml.
celebrating his fwen's burfdae

just finished sastera tutorial.
efficient or wad.
self-praise sia.
hahaha.

2009-08-24T20:43:00.001+08:00

hahahaha.
i still cnt 4get the kecoh-ness kat dlm bas.
stupid bus-driver.
urghhh. mcm sial.
i dunnoe if it was the bus-driver.
or bcos the rds were bumpy.
hello? i felt like i was gg 2 fall any moment.
i grabbed anything tat my hands cud lay on
n bani was like grinding wit the gurl in front of her.
hahaha.
apakan daya. free ride pe.

anw, still stuck on linguistics tutorial.
my brain was murdered by the edu psycho earlier on.
so nw i cnt tink.
n i dun even feel like doing it.

and i dun tink im joining any CCA.
cos i just wan 2 be more free.
even wit the normal tymtable,
i feel tat tyme is really insufficient.

yayyy.
received gd news 2dae.
boyfie's doing opening on fri.
which means i cn buker wit him
thank you Allah.
anw bf, pls get a new helmet soon k.
tat helmet doesnt look safe 2 me.
or wud u rather wan me 2 buy it 4 u?
(which i noe u dunwan)
so your choice. hahaha.
n imu kental.

hush hush hush hush

2009-08-21T23:26:00.000+08:00

nari tkyah pi skolah.
gerek giler.
kelas dibatalkan.
kerana sebab-sebab tertentu yg aku sungguh tk tau.
dan tak mau tau pon.
kekeke.

so met bf afta his work.
so met my ex-colleagues.
n they were like claiming i slimmed dwn
n stuffs along tat line.
hahaha. jassika kembang seketika.
tho i thought i was gaining weight.
i wasnt stressed up just fyi.
had dinner at BREEKS.
the serving was big
i cudnt finish it.
after which, bf sent me home.
i was freezing otw home.
dahlah dier bawak motor laju2.
pfft.
he went 2 play soccer.
in the middle of the nyte.
giler kan dorang nie.
org sumer mlm2 buta gini tdo.
dorang pi maen bola.
ishh.

bf is 4 yrs older den me.
i just realized how significant our age gap is.
haha.
i mean wen i just entered sec sch,
he just entered poly.
hmmmm.
no wonder he's so old-fashioned.
hahahaha. just kidding people.

okay. besok dah puasa.
yay yay.
hahaha.

(:
queen of housewives.
weeeeeee.

self-note: nid 2 complete reading 1st 3 chapters of edu psychology
urgghhh.
n i nid new shoes. keke
(:

2009-08-19T22:41:00.001+08:00

skool stuffs totallie dominates my life nw.
i dun hav tyme 2 tink abt other stuffs.
lots of reading up/catching up 2 do.
urgghhh.
first tyme i felt the nid 2 be so hardworking.
its lyke evrything is impt 2 noe. haha.
begitu susah nk membezakannya tau.
trying 2 understand issues tat r so complex.
voices within telling u 2 give up.
but u noe u just cnt.
just keep pushing on huh.

and i still hav sastera tutorial 2 do.
i hav the answers in my head.
but im just 2 lazy 2 write them dwn.
but here i m browsing thru blogshops.
n i m so lacking of sleep.
i wan 2 sleep lyke so bad
but so many things nided 2 be done.
pfft.
maybe shall finish everything by the wkend.

edu psychology is interesting.
hahaha.
n i nid 2 read more b4 the nxt lecture.

read, read, read.
endless reading.

rindu serindu-rindunya.
i noe i have neglected you these past few daes.
fret nt. cos i still love you baby.
(:

so bz wit skool stuffs.
tat i hav neglected dramas too.
wad more 2 give my attention 2 bf.
haishhh.
let me pass the adapting stage
b4 i cn gif my divided attention 2 all.
hahaha.

arghhh.
4get abt tutorial.
i shall go 2 sleep nw.
which i wun.
cos i will end up doing my tutorial.
diao!

2009-08-15T00:13:00.002+08:00

first wk at sch went off well i must sae.
keke.
but kind of depressing.
no hot guys so far.
so no eyecandies.
hahaha. eyecandies is a must.
they r the source of my motivation. keke.
n there's just too many stairs.
im willing 2 pay sch fees just 4 lifts sehh.
gawd.

lessons r either mundane or lil fun.
i just cnt get linguistics.
it just sounds too profound 4 me.
n jawi classes were nt bad.
tho the lecturer suker shiok sendiri.
n he kept gg on abt his life.
which nobody wans 2 noe. duh.
n guess wad?
BF noes how 2 read a lil bit of jawi.
im impressed kae.
he was teaching me instd. lol.

making fwens is essential.
esp wen ur in a new environment.
tho i noe it cn get annoying at tymes.
my class is oklahh.
we cn get along well at least.
(:

2dae was a totallie waste of tyme
it took us quite some tyme just 2 photocopy sum notes.
pfft.
went 2 meet bf afta sch.
smangat tau pi his workplace.
which was like olraedi 8 plus wen i stepped out of sch.
had supper wit him.
n i had 2 rush off since it was olradi so late.
haishh. he didnt bring any xtra helmet.
n i didnt wan him 2 send me home taking the mrt.
cos i didnt wan him 2 leave his bike bhind.
so while i was on the train,
i was just tinking abt how prangai he had been dese past few daes.
kept snapping at me.
he wasnt as patient as b4.
urgghhh.
despite tat, i gt a surprise frm him.
wen i just tapped out my ezlink,
i saw him standing by the pillar.
n my heart just went AAAAAWWWWWWW.
he actuallie parked his bike at my hse
n walked all the wae 2 the mrt station.
n we walked back 2 my hse 2gether.
sweet giler nk mampos kann.
i seriously didnt see tat coming.
haha.

i love you sweetheart <33
thank you (:
muahs.

2009-08-10T21:46:00.000+08:00

AHHHHH...
sch tml.
xcited giler babi sak.

wtf.
i hav 2 wake up so early.
PFFT
meeting at 730 sia.
satu2 confurm JM.
kekeke.

last but nt least,

HAPPIE 6th MONTHSARY,
KENTALL!!!

<33.

you are my strength.
you are my motivation.
but most importantly, you are my kental.

gawd. so cheeesyy please.
hahaha.

bluehs.

2009-08-09T18:36:00.001+08:00

HAPPY NATIONAL DAY EVERYONE.

while eveyone else is celebrating National Day,
im feasting my eyes on these vid.
i swear im gg insane.

FT Island feat Kara - FIRE/ Pretty Girl (Rock Version)

haha. they look so cute wit those high ponytails.
just like Sandara Park.
i like. can i hav it too? keke
Hongki's like so cute giler nk mampos wen he messed up the lyrics to Fire.
Kara's looking hot here.
if u wanna pretty... No, no, no, no.
k. shut up.
(:

SHINee, 2PM & MC Mong - GENIE

omg. Taemin is so cute here.
he totally looked like a girl
n Wooyoung is as hot as ever.
i dunnoe y but im starting 2 love this guy. keke.
MC Mong? hahahaha. im just speechless.
so he's the mystery guy.
did u notice sumting?
everyone is wearing long socks xcept 4 Taemin.
DUH. cover leg hairs.
Taemin's still young so his leg hairs nt tat obvious.
hahaha. i find tat funny giler nk mampos ahh.
and i so want the pink ribbons on their head.
i just bought one recently.
but bf prefers me w/o it.
n he kept repeating this is nt Korea.
hahaha.
ok. tau. nie tk perlu ah nk blg.

2NE1- Last Farewell

finally, they sang a Big Bang song.
since they r the female Big Bang.
nice performance. i like.
Big Bang must be proud of their dongsaengs.
(:
but i miss Big Bang tho.

geez.
still have more to go.
fetish over eyecandies is nt yet over.
boo.
(:

2009-08-09T03:47:00.000+08:00

in a day or so,
sch's gonna start soon.
urgh. back to studying.
my brain has enuff of the long break i guess.
ironically, it felt empty w/o studying.
like sumting was just missing.
just like ice cream w/o the ice.
haha.
saw my tymetable.
freaking awesome.
attend sch 4 2 hrs onli?
fri starts at 530??
hmmmm. yah "awesome".

and i nid 2 adjust my lifestyle a lil.
i hav 2 stop sleeping late.
and my eating habits too.
haha.
nt applicable to dramas tho. keke.

its saddening.
wit the fact tat meeting kental will nt be as often as b4.
i'll be bz at sch while he's bz wit work.
definitely i will pull thru this one.
of cos i can.
hidup mesti yakin pe.
maybe we will be even drifted apart.
but even if we do (touch wood),
i hope that tat gap will make the relationship stronger.
hmmm. i dunnoe wad im saeing actuallie.
n i dunnoe how many tymes must i address this part.
hahahah.
n thanks 2 the invention of webcams.
used 2 tink it has no value.
but i shall change my mind abt tat. lol

the weather's pretty hot these few daes.
wen u tink nyte wud be at least a lil bit cold, u r so wrong.
haha.

i so cnt wait 4 the nxt epi of buzzerbeat
tat was freaking fast.
nice job, subbing team! (:
yes. finally yamapi found out his gurl was cheating on him.
well, hu wud wan a boring bf??
maybe nerds do. hahaha.

despite all this,
im still nt sleepy.
urghhh.
shall play fb.
bye.

2009-08-07T23:01:00.000+08:00

went to the welcome ceremony 2dae.
took a bus but we didnt noe where 2 alight.
resorted to following the crowd.
waited 4 quite long tyme b4 doors r opened.
pfft.
bani was the first 2 go in.
i guess we were totallie the living example of typical Kiasu Singaporeans
lol
refreshments were given at the end.
but it didnt taste tat gd. haha.
free pe.

followed by a movie wit kental.
wit his fwens
GI Joe aeh namernyer?
lol. i 4got.
nt bad lahh but yahh. haha.

went ION ytd.
wit Kental.
so big.
yet, u'd find the same things
boring.
a typical shopping centre.
like dere's noting new.
haha.

sch's gonna start soon
its scary yet exciting. lol.
so cnt wait.

woohoo.
sum shows/dramas just uploaded.
keke. shall leave them 4 tml.
too tired 2 watch. haha.

watched BLACK AND WHITE.
such a complicating storyline.
haha. some parts r just 2 confusing.
but dun reallie like the ending.
tsk tsk.

okays.
tats all 4 nw yo.

2009-08-01T23:06:00.000+08:00

i bought a VS bag online.
i just received it.
n i simply loved it.
haha.
no more bags as of nw.
no more rm 4 another bag.
keke.

went sakura wit bf tat dae.
rugi bwk bf.
he hardly eat most of da food dere.
mostly nt his taste.
so he ate most of the common stuffs.
he's a commoner wad. haha.

im growing fat again.
after i managed 2 lose a 'few' kg.
keke.

finished vineyard man.
tat was nice.
simply loved the ending.
very sweet indeed.
nw looking arnd 4 any nice drama.
haha.

bye.

2009-07-28T21:32:00.000+08:00

last sat, had a dikir outing.
tk ramai org yg dtg.
aper sehh.
but still, we were kinda enjoying it.
haha.
followed by a date wit kental.
he has a short temper nwadays.
so i must be wary. haha.

okays.
to NTU wit Bani on mondae.
haha. peh nyer lambat si dier siap.
tapi takper. aku leh tunggu.
tknk pi saner sorang2 nyer pasal.
seram sia. esp biler takder org.
its like so sunyi giler nk mampos.
it is always fun 2 tok wit Bani.
cos we will bitch like nobody's business gitu kan.
haha.
naseb baek kiter tk tunggu pat bus-stop yg takder bus services langsung mcm budak bodoh.
redundant sia bus-stop tu. dots.
nw, i so cnt wait 2 go 2 sch
n study MALAY. dangs. MALAY?
i saw the modules btw. wad JAWI n Islamic studies?
mcm kelas ugame gitu kan.
i nid sum maths sehh. pfft.
maths is an essential.
if nt, i will go bonkers. hahaha.

and wads wit the nenek keropok story??
i swear its scaring the shit out of me
tho i noe people tend 2 exaggerate stories.
n its even made into the headlines of Berita Harian.
wow. the nenek keropok must be enjoying the fame ryte nw.
haha.
maybe its true.u cn nvr noe. lol.

i feel like reading a bk suddenly.
so here i m nw;
reading confessions of a shopaholic.
i noe im late.
but wadever.
omg. the main character is so bloody irritating
i feel like slapping her face n 2 tell her WAKE UP!!.
wad r the chances of u winning a lottery?
wad a foolish thought.
n she is lyke so addicted 2 spending.
n she loves 2 fantasize.
so much so smpaikan terbawak-bawak.
omg. lucky im nt like her.

n i read A child called it again.
wow. the mum is a crazy bitch huh.
i tink she is mentally unstable.
she is anw.
n his dad is a jerk.
i mean wen ur child gets beaten like tat,
he shud noe sumting was wrong.
something was DEFINITELY wrong.
n he just sat dere doing NOTHING.
no further action taken.
wad a wuss. afraid of a woman.

omo omo.
watched the last epi of SHINING INHERITANCE.
it was so worth the wait.
haha.
wad a BEAUTIFUL ending.
nonetheless, it cud have been betta.
like they gt maried or sumting. hehe.
kinda sad tat the series ended.
boohoo.
so im nw anticipating upcoming dramas.
woohoo. so like cnt wait cn.

kays. i've just watched buzzer beat.
keke.
nw tat was worth watching.
Yamapi's hot. i like.
n tat main lead actress has a bit of resemblance 2 Ariel Lin.
dun u tink so??

watching Vineyard man.
kind of falling in love wit it radi
afta watching 1st epi.
watching more of it soon.
if my com dun disappoint me again.

tats all 4 nw huh.
so cnt wait 4 tml
a date wit my beloved kental.
weee...
n he's gg 2 treat me sakura. keke.

k dah bye.
yg laen tk perlu.

2009-07-23T22:59:00.005+08:00

Kau mengubat hati yg luka dgn dusta
Cerita kau reka bagaikan sandiwara
Tidak lagi terdaya mengangguk mahupun bersuara
Hati telah kau berjaya membelah dua.

Sudah ku lelah menjadi orang yg terakhir
Menyembunyikan rahsia sunnguh kau tidak mahir
Perjanjian yang disaksikan bibir kita berdua
Akan cinta kita dibina atas jujur dan setia
Rupanya itu hanya kata yg tiada makna

Bukan sekadar kepercayaan ku yg kau musnah
Cinta terhadapmu juga kian punah
Ku tahu kau tidak akan berubah
Sebab kau hanya pandai mengulang sejarah

woohoo. yes finally.
its been a long tyme since i did this.
composed another sajak.
(:
when randomness strikes.
all thanks to tat song sang by Apit and gang;
tak ku sangka, tak ku duga
gave me suchinspiration n ideas.
but i dun tink its tat great.
considering tat its been quite some tyme.

omg. i love the lyrics.
n Apit's voice as olways.

2009-07-20T00:49:00.002+08:00

hmmm.
watched harry potter on fri.
wit bf n his fwens.
i didnt reallie xpect much frm tis movie.
since the bk itself was pretty mundane.
n i cnt wait 4 the next 1.
cos its gg 2 be more xciting 2 watch
omg. Ginny's getting prettier as she grows up.
but her kiss wit Harry was short. dangs.
i like da scene wen Ron gt the love potion.
haha. i was luffing my ass off.

and so i went shopping wit my sis n her bf just nw.
bought lots of clothes 4 sch.
but i still tink tat its nt enuff luhh.
and then, met bf during his break.
n he looked so mcm takder smangats gitu.
kind of worried abt him tho
since he's been complaining headaches n dun feel too gd at all

oh yah. bought bf a crumpler bag.
finally he found sumting tat he liked.
like finally.. keke.
i like the camera crumpler bag tho

and GOOD news 4 me.
orientation CAMP is cancelled. keke.
yes! all thanks 2 H1N1.
i dread attending a camp
since u have 2 stae overnyte.
furthermore, it is so troublesome.
and i cnt live w/o a dae wit my com. keke
woohoo.
n i dun nid 2 go NIE 2 register tis fridae.
everything will be done online.
keke.
i feel gd abt this. really.
it saves me the trouble.

i've watched buzzerbeat starring Yamapi.
Yamapi looks betta wit straight n short hair wit tat long fringe.
dun reallie like his current hairstyle nw.
anw, the drama was nt bad.
i feel it cud hav been betta tho.
kind of mundane.
guess i nid 2 see more epi.

and i've just watched Absolute Boyfriend
i noe im late.
i tot it wud be a boring drama.
but i shall take back my words.
it was pretty awesome.
cool shit tat the robot eventuallie had feelings lyke a human.
yet, so sad tat Night (the robot) died.
i havnt watch the special tho.
shall watch it soon. keke.

n i just watched epi 25 of Shining Inheritance.
freaking awesome.
wow. they subbed it super fast lahh.
i tink subbing was finished within a few hrs.
obviously i like.
keke. cnt wait 4 the nxt 1.
hope it will be done by tml.
weee...

FT Island comeback performance.
awesome. tho i dun particularly like Honggi's hair.
but i enjoyed watching the performance tho
n the song's nice too.
i like.. (:

okays. i guess tat will be all 4 nw.
looking 4ward 2 meeting bf tml.
nt 4getting Xijun's farewell party
keke.

2009-07-16T01:02:00.002+08:00

went 4 my medical check 2dae.
woke up so early in the morning.
i nearly got lost cos i cudnt find the entrance.
they blocked one of the entrances.
n i had 2 enter by the main entrance.
stupid.
i find the whole thing a total waste of tyme tho.
fortunately its free.
and i didnt have 2 wait tat long.
since i've been hearing frm others tat they waited nearly 3 hrs.
maybe cos it was raining 2dae.
so there werent reallie alot of people.
and i was done after the x-ray.
dots.
and i saw lots of peeps getting jabs.
maybe its the flu jab huh.

and soon after, headed dwn to orchard 2 hand in my tymesheet.
followed by lunch wit bf.
at vivo banquet.
weeee....

me n bf hardly spend lots of tyme 2gether dese daes.
tho he wud cum 2 meet me after work.
or we will just try our best 2 mit even if its 4 awhile.
but its just tat its nt as often as b4.
haishhh.
looking 4ward to this fri.
but it doesnt seem promising at all.
i shall nt get my hopes too high.

okays. i've just watched family outing farewell part 2.
awwww. just 4 Yejin n Chunhee, they searched high n low just 2 get the food that they want to eat 4 breakfast.
and Sooro oppa will miss Chunhee the most i guess.
seeing him cry so bitterly.
since he will miss those tymes he bully Chunhee. haha.
i will definitely miss dem too.
i wan 2 see the 2 newcomers.
hope they will bring as much fun n laughter like Yejin n Chunhee.
hopefully. haha

and i've watched THAT FOOL last epi.
awww. Han Jisoo was so sweeet to Goo Dong Baek.
no one xpected KangMo 2 be so vengeful.
but anw, i like the drama overall.
its very heartwarming.
i like Goo Dong Baek's character the most.
THO HE'S NT REALLIE TAT GD-LOOKING.
but tats the whole point of the story anw.
(:

and i so cnt wait 4 FT Island's comeback performance.
woohoo.

okays. im done

2009-07-13T22:53:00.002+08:00

finally, i've left starhub.
definitely i will miss bf the most.
things will change. haishh.
and he got me a Levis watch seh.
4 my farewell gift.
so sweet kann.. keke.
wads wrong wit my head dese past few daes?
i 4got lots of important dates.
pfft. i m so angry wit myself at this.
well i shud indeed.

washing the bike was pretty tiring.
helping bf once in a while.
alot of energy was lost.
haha.
went out to town.
dangs. wanted 2 get a coach pouch.
but da 1 tat i wanted wasnt dere animore.
and da ones available werent tat nice.
urghhh. annoying giler sehh.

ewww. i saw tat bugs invasion.
yucks. so many.

jassika is out of here nw.

2009-07-09T13:55:00.007+08:00

awwww. they are so freaking sweet.

went to TCC at Orchard staright after work.

they held a farewell party just 4 me.

they even bought me the moon. awwwww.

im so touched. i will miss these peeps.

and i so dread my last dae. it will be a dreadful separation.

it is the beginning of a new change.

i will miss bf the most seh. haishh.

2009-07-07T00:24:00.002+08:00

Lee Seung Gi and Han Hyo Joo’s kiss scene brought an overwhelming responses from views on SBS weekend drama ‘Brilliant Legacy’.
Aired on 4th July on the 21st episode of the show, they had 35.6% of viewershiop #1 for the time slot. This is just 4.3% lower than the show’s highest record of 39.9% aired on 28th June.
After the episode, viewers’ responses were, “Hwan and Eun Sung finally kissed. But why am I more nervous than them?”, “Before their kiss scene, Han Hyo Joo’s character looked really sad in her eyes”, “Even though it is dawn now, can’t sleep because of Lee Seung Gi”, “I think the 2 of them will have happy ending”, “Because of this show, I couldn’t do anything else but to watch it.”

i got this frm K Bites blog. geez.
apparently, i share the same sentiments. keke.
i've just watched this epi a few mins ago.
i love the kiss scene so much
can i experience a kiss wit Seunggi too?
he looked like a gd kisser.
haha. omg. im such a horny bitch.
dream on jassika.
im happie 4 Seunggi since he achieved his dream in getting a main role 4 a drama.
n he reallie worked hard 4 this.
i like hard-working guys. haha.
i nid the nxt epi badly.
so sad tat i hav 2 wait nxt wk.
i wan a happie ending. (:

and i watched family outing.
Yejin's and Chunhee's farewell epi.
i was crying lyke so bad.
i tink the nxt one wud be worse.
saw the preview n Chunhee was crying like crazy.

went to lots of places 2dae.
went to the west and then to the east. back at north again.
walked in the rain.
hope i wun catch a cold.
and thanks boyfwen 4 sending me.
even wen it was raining n all.
i love you boy.

aniwae..
omg. i swear tat place was super gigantic.
haha. and so ulu. scary.
and then met huda 4 tat photo-taking at paya lebar.
so many things nid to be done.
so troublesome.

and boyfwen actuallie sang tat I DUN CARE song.
haha.
cool or wad.

i dun care

2009-07-03T00:02:00.002+08:00

omona.
have u watch this MV?
Ariel Lin and SUJU??
she gets to hug Siwon n held hands with Donghae?
i feel sorry 4 her.
cos she's gonna get lots of anti-fans. haha.
she's one lucky gurl.
i so envy her. geez.

went out wit ABAMUHAMMA on tues.
haha.
went to eat at Seoul Garden.
i was so full.
bought him slippars.
i dunnoe y but maybe he liked it so much tat he seems to be wearing it evridae.
haha. baka.
and we nearly fell off frm the bike ytd.
i swear tat was super scary.
stupid bike. suddenly braked in front of us.

spent 2 hrs in a hair saloon 2dae.
just 2 get my hair done.
(:

and i love 2NE1 i dont care song.
freaking nice.

2009-06-27T00:28:00.003+08:00

im so enjoying myself.
wit these performances.
they just made my dae.
and im supposed 2 sleep early.
pending my sleep just 4 this. keke.

oh my gdness.
boys generation wit GEE.
they r so freaking CUTE. haha. i wan tat hot pink skinnys.
i m so gg gaga over this.
2PM, SUJU, 2AM n SHINee; oh. wad more cn i ask for.
i feel like dancing along too. haha.
i noe the dance steps okay.
gee, gee, gee,

okays.
for those wonder girls fans out dere,
NOBODY english version is out.
u may wan to listen to this.
definitely i prefer the korean version.
n Sohee's gonna suck at singing live. haha.
but i love wonder girls anw. Awwww.
n did u noe? they stopped sch cos they had 2 go 2 the states.
but hu cares a damn abt education anw?
i mean if i were to be in their shoes.
since im gonna make it big n earn money sufficient enuff to last me 4 a lifetyme.
geez. i so envy these gurls.

n CONGRATS to SNSD.
4 winning on their first comeback.
awesome song n outfits btw.
im your genie so tell me your wish.

omg. 2NE1's performance is madness.
i like. keke.
their own rendition of rihanna's umbrella.
i love the part when the rain was falling.
gd job, 2NE1!
u reallie live up to female BIG BANG (:

and i've watched TRANSFORMERS.
wit my dearest boyfwen.
i prefer the first one tho. the storyline is betta.
Megan Fox is one hot babe huh.
i guess its kyke one of the most anticipated movies.
till to the extent tat most cinemas r full house.
at least worth my 6 bucks.
tho i dun reallie understand the plot of the story.

okay. tyme 4 bed.
i feel like wearing my new heels tml.
shud i?
keke.

2009-06-23T01:49:00.002+08:00

sometymes i wonder.
am i that so complicated?
even boyfwen gave up.
or did he even try?

2009-06-20T23:28:00.006+08:00

oh my Allah. Jae frm 2PM. look at his fabulous body. n i love tat PM on his hair. tho he's the shortest, he's the best dancer and his awesome voice. he makes 2PM proud despite Nickhun receiving the most fame. anw, this is a HOT dork.

Hero Jaejoong. one of the national treasures of South Korea. haha. u noe wad i mean.

and just take a look at Siwon frm Super Junior. saw tat? with those pink undies? omg. it totallie turns me on. haha. but his face was edited a lil n i cnt deny tat cos he looked much hotter than this pic definitely. keke.

and Super Junior has ended their promotions 4 their 3rd mini album for the songs Sorry Sorry and Its You. i just love Donghae. and their farewell performance is a very nice way of saying gdbye. and they're having their concert tour in asia too. i reallie hope they change their mind and decided to stop in Singapore. i dun mind paying the money just 2 see them up-close. haha.

yayy!!!

CONGRATS to SHINee for winning in Music Bank.

did Jonghyun cried his lungs out like previously?

tat wud be interesting 2 watch. haha.

but i love SHINee anw. Juliette oh!

and soon most of the gurl bands will start to dominate the k-pop scene.

or have they started olradi? haha.

so far, i like 2NE1. tho i dunnoe most of their names xcept 4 the leader n Sandara Park.

i so cnt wait 4 SNSD to show up with the song GENIE.

in sailor suits??

i mean i hope it will nt be as crazy as the Gee craze. lol.

and im waiting for Atashinchi no Danshi epi 10 subbed version 2 come out.

pls come out by tml.

nt 4getting MR Brain epi 4.

and and Shining Inheritance.

is knock knock loving you nice?

im still hesitating 2 watch it.

hmmmm.

boyfwen's safely home nw.

bye.

2009-06-20T00:32:00.004+08:00

gg out wit boyfwen on thurs was a blast.

went 2 watch DRAG ME TO HELL.

sum scenes were stupid tho.

like the fight between tat old woman n tat gurl.

sum parts pretty much scares me too.

i saw boyfwen getting shocked 4 the first tyme.

haha. tat was funny cos he looked like he was having a fit.

had our lunch at suntec pastamania.
which i pretty much regretted cos im nt a pasta person.
i cudnt even finish half of the serving.
i felt so jelak. so muak. haha. tats so me huh.

headed dwn to east coast park.
felt lyke cycling. and so we did.
phew. its been a long tyme since i last exercised.
it was pretty tiring. haha.
but i love evry sec of it anw.
and we sat arnd bedok jetty 4 awhile.
awesome sunset. 4 the first tyme, i saw violet in the sky.
cool shit sia.

this is the benefit of having a personal form of transportation.
u cn go aniwhere basically.
weeee.

and boyfwen.
he's my world.
tho he olways luff at me. so mean ryte.

okays.
alot of girl bands making a debut like 4Minute.
omg. dese gurls r just trying too hard.
stop it sia. cos it just makes me hate you.
and the debut song is lyke....
at least After School is betta.

and i'd still prefer 2NE1 (:

and and i watched Family Outing.
omg. tat was awesome.
i reallie cnt imagine the family w/o yejin n chunhee.
boohoo.
and im loving jong kook more and more.
he's so cute.

have u seen Siwon pic wit pink undies?
i swear tat was freaking hot sehh.
wit his abs.
can i faint ryte nw? haha.

okays. i nid 2 sleep nw.
opening tml.
(:
shud i wait 4 boyfwen?

2009-06-12T01:21:00.004+08:00

had 2 wake up so early in the morning.
for a short briefing.
thanks boyfwen 4 sending me.
waited 4 me 4 abt 2 hrs summore.
of cos my boyfwen's the best. haha.
tapi ader sikit kekurangannyerr ahh.
he didnt cum 2 fetch me home afta work.
haha.
oh shut up.

siot btol bani nie tau.
pagi2 dah maki2 aku. haha.
tats her anw. tak maki tak sah tau. haha.
kecoh giler ah bani.
and dier sweet giler babi siak. awwww.
pi medical checkup samer hari ngan aku. keke.
makkk. aku pon dah terikut-ikut siak.
stop it siak.
haha.

boyfwen irritated me at nyte.
bingit seh bobal ngan dier. pfft.
yeah2. you are so right okayy.
bluehs.

okays. i nid 2 buy sum things b4 sch starts.
clothes - my wardrobe is seriously lacking of appropriate clothes
watch- mine is like a disaster radi.n im falling in love wit tat Levis watch. but it has white straps. dangs.
slippars- i nid dose. my slippars r lyke so terok n burok radi.
big bag - i nid a big one. my small ones will be less used wen i go sch. (ruzanna confurm ckp "dah aeh. stop it seh jas." keke)
heels- i want those Charles n Keith heels dat i saw but dere isnt my size. pfft. shall buy another pair if i have xtra cash. keke
mini PINKlaptop - shall ask my dad to sponsor since dere is no sch fees needed 2 be paid.
boyfwen will start nagging wen he sees the above.
but in the end, hmmmm... keke

klah2.
betta go 2 sleep nw. tml i have to work.
shud i buy those slippars tat i saw?
(:

2009-06-07T23:02:00.002+08:00

MUMMY!!! why did u del my smses??
urghhh.
im so pissed n so upset wit my mum.
she del my smses which boyfwen sent me.
just bcos she cnt stand my inbox full of smses.
i cried so bad.
sorry is nt helping.
it was a big blow 4 me.
im nt trying 2 be a drama queen.
but those smses meant alot 2 me.
they r memories of me n him.
and yet i 4gave her.
cos she's my MUM 4 crying out loud.
urghh.
i noe she always invades my privacy which i usuallie dun mind.
cos tats her character anw.
but nt 2 this extent cn. urghhh.
and boyfwen is so far away ryte nw.
i dunwan 2 spoil his fun too.
but i nid his comfort badly.
tsk tsk.
I WANT THOSE SMSES BACK!!!
boohoo. boohoo.

URGH!!!

and i miss him real bad.

i shall watch more of 2PM to calm myself dwn.
maybe eye candies will help. maybe hot stuffs too.
im starting 2 love all of 2PM sehh.
Junho n Nickhun is hot.
i so love jae's abs. fuiyoo. takleh angkat.
im addicted 2 2PM nw.
too addicted tat i hav 2 watch them everidae.
and hav u seen 2AM doing wondergirls So Hot dance??
haha. cnt belive they actuallie cross-dressed.
so funny yet so adorable.

congrats to SHINee 4 winning.
i love Key's new hair.
and seeing Jonghyun cried out of joy made me cry too

watched 1 nyte 2 days.
dangs. its so funny wen they did the games.
i esp liked the ending.
it was so sad wen they had to leave.
i was crying like crazy.
Jiwon is so freaking smart 2 trick HoDong. haha.
Jiwon saranghae!! <33

2009-06-06T18:47:00.008+08:00

went 4 manifestasi last nyte.

the gurls did great. im so proud of them.

everyone was like the gurls did betta den the boys this yr.

like finally. keke.

anw, im reallie happie 4 the gurls.

and they're so pretty. haha.

i swear i had the most bad heacdache last nyte.

maybe due to lack of rest.

boyfwen has gone to Indon 4 his hols wit his fwens.

sent him 2 the airport just nw.

woke up so early in the morning just 4 tat

pfft.

wad 2 do. i love him wad. haha.

and he wrote me a veri sweet msg b4 he left.,

awww. haha.

i'll miss him so.

haishh. faster come back okayy.

and make sure u come back safely.

love u.

2009-05-30T00:38:00.002+08:00

things been happening lately.
both the gd and the bad of cos.
nvrtheless, i gt thru the bad.
teehee.

boyfwen met my grandparents.
haha. my atok is so freaking cute lahh sehh.
mati2 nk jumper si kental tu.
boyfwen pon mcm paham. haha.
lynkan my atok.
anw, im so proud of tat kental. keke.
glad tat atok gave the thumb ups.
(:

tadi biler nk alik umah, scary giler.
heavy traffic at the xpresswae.
idk y but the cars r scary 2dae.
sumer dekat2, susah nk selit luhh.
i was so scared tat i didnt realize i was pulling his tee so hard.
sorry kental. tak sengaje. keke.

and yeahh.
i've accepted NTU's offer.
i cnt imagine myself being a teacher.
seriously. haha.
maka tak kenal, maka tak cinta huhh.

and like finally.
my sista broke up wit tat gd-for-nothing guy.
she made the ryte decision.
i wud be the first to object her marrying tat kind of guy.
lol.

what?! Yejin n Chunhee leaving Family Outing?
dats bad news.
urghhh. i hate this.
it will feel so different. just like We Got Married.
haishhh.
and hu's gonna clean the fish wit Yejin gone??
and wen is the nxt subbed version out?
i've waited so long sehh.

oh my gdness.
SPEED SCANDAL is damn awesome.
no wonder it was one of the top rated movies in south korea
i love the lil kid.
he's so freaking cute.
mcm nk cubit2 je pipi dier. haha.

and i love watching shining inheritance.
its freaking GOOD.
omona. Lee Seunggi is hot tho he has a big nose.

and wats up wit SHINEE's new single?
Juliette??
i dun find it nice sehh.
ii dun even feel like dwnloading tat song.
but being their true fan, i support them and so i dwnloaded.
lol.

and i so fell in love wit this song.
i love the lyrics.
its TIMELESS by Kelly Clarkson and Justin Guarini.
Baby come close let me tell you this
In a whisper my heart says you know it too
Baby we both share a secret wish
And you're feeling my love reaching out to you

Timeless
Don’t let it end (no)
Now that you’re right here in my arms where you should stay
Hold tight baby
Timeless
Don’t let it fade out of sight
Just let the moments sweep us both away
Lifting us to where We both agree
This is timeless love

I see it all baby in your eyes
When you look at me I know I feel it too (yes I do)
So let's sail away and be forever baby
Where the crystal ocean melts into the sky
We shouldn’t let the moment pass
Making me shiver let’s make it last
Why should we lose it don’t ever let me go

geez.
i love bf to bits.
im blessed 2 hav met him.
tho i noe i treat him so bad. haha.
i dun ever wanna see him get angry.
cos its scary wen people hu seldom gets angry gets angry.
mcm momok. haha.
thanks 4 waiting 2.5 hrs just 4 me 2 finish work.
i noe.
things will be different once i start skool.
i dread those daes w/o spending much tyme wit u.

and dun find a job just 2 accomodate me tau.
am i being prasan or sumting? haha.
hmm. n ur gg 4 ur hols soon.
dangs.

bluehs.

okay. dah cukup aehh.
tho i noe i cn go toking randomly.
oh wells.

tata. (;

2009-05-24T23:45:00.003+08:00

wad a bad dae.
its just nt my dae i guess.
feels like shit.
cust r so bitchy.
they refused to understand.
they refused to listen.
i dunnoe how many tymes i had to repeat.
n each tyme, my voice just gt louder.
haishh. one after another.
consecutively. it sucks.
felt lyke bursting into tears.
cos it was too much 4 me. too much.
dun have anywhere else 2 vent my anger.
its all bottled up nw.
so here i am.
tho its nt helping. haha.
oh whatever.

and im trying nt 2 make him worry abt me.
since he has other impt stuffs 2 worry abt.
my encounter with his grandmum will be my first and my last.
an encounter which i will nvr 4get.
she's cute. reminds me of my grandfather whom i adore.
lets pray she will be happier up dere.
May God lessen her sufferings.
Insyaallah.

this is my second tyme.
and i still dunnoe wad to do.
i still suck at this kind of stuff.
and i feel so bad.
sorry 4 nt being the best gf.

haishh....
wad a dae.
which is finally over.

2009-05-21T22:00:00.002+08:00

weeee....
i feel like the happiest gurl on earth today.
kental bought me the Guess bag tat i wanted so muchh.
aawwww.
i felt so bad tat he's using his money.
duh. its expensive wadd.
and the fact tat i havnt reallie gt him aniting makes me feel so bad.
and he treated me wit Swensens.
nt 4getting movie treat; NIGHT AT THE MUSUEM 2.
i noe it may sound nt a big deal to you.
but its the biggest deal to me.
in just one dae, he spent like an estimated amt of 200 bucks on me.
inclusive of parking fees n ERP charges.
okay. maybe nt 200. $100+ okayy.
dangs.
i feel so blessed having him ryte by my side.
Oh God, pls do nt snatch him away frm me.
i dun mind sacrificing aniting just 2 have this kental in my life.
and i mean it.
he's one of my utmost happiness.
and i love him so.
ps. KENTAL, thank you 4 everything.

can u imagine jassika murni becoming a teacher??
haha.
is this the path that God has prepared 4 me?
is this my future?
im kinda sceptical tho.
shud i accept this offer??
hmmmmm...

had an enjoyable tyme wit Kental 2dae.
keke.
(:

back to Shining Inheritance.
Lee Seunggi is HOT baybehh.

2009-05-18T13:58:00.005+08:00

i want to play Quidditch.
or at least let me ride on a Firebolt.
haha.

oh my gdness. i m so loving this.
Suju performing another hit - Its You.
siwon is so freaking sizzling hot.
and Donghae is so cute.
but i dun like Sungmin's hair.
Kyuhyun is obviously my fave. great vocals wit great looks.
and why did Kangin dyed his hair like tat??
and i love Eunhyuk's shoes. keke.
and Heechul is so emo. haha.

watched 2NE1 debut performance.
it lived up to my xpectations since they the female big bang.
i love sandara park's hair. haha.
the one wit the high ponytail.
guess they have the potential to make it big huh.

and im watching Seunggi acting. haha.
im like yayyy.
Shining Inheritance seems like a nice drama.
as compared to Cinderella Man
shall watch it 4 the sake of Lee Seunggi. weeee.

okayss. off i go nw.

2009-05-13T21:51:00.002+08:00

haha. gambar takder lagi burukk ke.
nvrtheless, i love this kental to bits and pieces.
thanks 4 everything.
esp 4 waking up early in the morning just 2 send me to tat interview.
even tho u were tired n all.
awwww.
i still cnt 4get how kental cn u get.
it tickles my toes.
and you promised me tat Guess bag ryte??? keke.
dun go back on ur words okayy.
i hate empty promises. hehe.....
it was fun toking 2 ur mum 2dae.
ur mum is so gerek. haha
Insyaallah, hope ur Nenek will get well soon.

NIE interview??
jassika becoming a teacher??
malay teacherr summore??
hmmmmm.....
interview went on smoothly.
asking me qns tat i expected.
lucky i came prepared.
but i hated the weird stares cuming frm the people in the registration booth.
do i look tat weird to you?
haha.
but it was a fun experience anw.

its not enough to say that i miss you

2009-05-09T00:09:00.002+08:00

miss bariah so muchh. dah lamer tak hang out ngan dierr. went 2 see the juniors 4 dikir at skool. wahh. dah lamer tak jejak skolahh. cnt wait 4 manifest sehh.
and finally i meet a botak mustafa. haha.

i am supposed 2 go 4 an interview at NIE.
lyke finally there's a reply.
hmmmm. excited nyerr.
keke.

i miss my kental.

i feel so untouched right now.

2009-05-07T00:22:00.002+08:00

kwangkwangkwang.
i nid a dikir session badly.
i miss dikir.
lyke real bad.
and i miss the girls too.
its been quite sum tyme since i last talked 2 ruz, bariah n huds.
oh. i miss them sehh.
cnt wait 2 see them on fridae.
n congrats to ruz...
i still havnt got any letter frm any uni.
its worrying me.
i fear of what i fear may happen.
Oh God, am i being greedy?

boyfwen cut his hair. i dun like.
must ask his hair 2 grow faster. haha.
and sumtng stupid happened on the wae to his bike.
ask him 2 zip my beg but dunnoe y he wanted 2 zip my jacket.
pfft.
no wonder kental fits him perfectly.
haha. im so jahat. i noe.
i pity bf sumtymes.
i will olways pull him each tyme im the pillion.
i cnt help it okayy. haha.
wonder how those minahs cn kip hugging their mats frm the back.
i tried.
its so uncomfortable gilerr.
and he bought a new helmet.
a white one. nice. mcm power ranger.
sumone stole his previous one.
saper suro letak kat atas bike unattended?
or did u do it on purpose? keke.
i miss teh sessions wit bf. haha.
minum air teh kat banquet. sambil bersembang.
mcm makcik2 pakcik2 kan.
haha. but i like.
and im like so used to him fetching and sending me home.
tat sumtymes, i just feel so lazy 2 take public transport home.
muhd. azhar, fetch me 2 n frm wrk evridae okayy.
haha. im just kidding.

work has been lyke so tiring 4 me
due to the 2 new staffs, i had 2 do lots of full shifts.
lyke within a wk, i can do olmost 4 full shifts.
blh jadi giler sehh.
penat gilerr nak mampos.
cust sumer nyer mcm nk kene cekik2 sehh.
haish. kecik2 tknk mampos, dah besar menyusahkan org je.
nak tu lah, nak nie lahh..
leceh betol manusia2 nie lahh.
pfft.

urghh. i feel so annoyed tat Minho went 4 surgery.
just bcos it was sponsored.
his natural nose is lots more nicer.
(i cnt wait 4 Shinee's comeback tho)
and Seo Inyoung went 4 surgery again. haishh.

and i so love 2PM.
again and again and again.
Nickhun is a hottie.
he olways looks so cute each tyme he sang his part.
haha.
and i just watched 1 of their live performances.
omg. i swear their leader is so gd.
he actuallie cover up 4 1 of the members.
he is so cool. haha.

i just love watching family outing
its freaking nice.
evryone's so funny n so united.
dangs. i love the family.
dumb n dumber. chunderella. kim stepmother.
haha. love them all.

n i cnt stop playing sorry sorry remix performance
awesome!
LOVE SUJU!

k. dah. tu je. tata.

2009-04-28T22:55:00.001+08:00

omona!!
this is so cool shit.
Filipino prisoners learning the dance routine of Tell Me (wondergirls) and Lies(BigBang)
whoever tot of this is a genius. lol

im so sorry but i love you...

2009-04-28T21:15:00.004+08:00

accompanied my cousin to SMU 4 her interview
oh my gdness.
i waited 4 THREE hrs just 4 the interview 2 end.
asking stupid qns. pfft.
lyke how many seminar rms are there in SMU, NTU and NUS??
huhhh??
so i spent the tyme wondering arnd.
got so tired of waiting.
out of ideas of what to do.
afta tat, we walked arnd in town.
bought my mum a Bonia wallet
ate sum ice-cream.

sweeeet.
kental bought me teddy bear.
kawaii nehh.
so unexpected.
i love him so.
i so thank God 4 having him in my life.
i feel so blessed.
tho i dunnoe till wen it will last.
as 4 the future, come what may yahh.

hateful but once again is complete.
ending was too short.
pfft. but worth watching anw.

nw im watching this jap series.
Godhand Teru.
storyline just seems familiar.
im loving it anw.
weeee.

dah tu je.
bye.

2009-04-24T02:24:00.002+08:00

im off 2dae.
boyfwen advised me 2 stae at home
so heeded his advice.
and so i spent the dae watching 10 epis of hateful but once again.
wow. and i nid the nxt epi badly.
lyke real bad.
Yoon Hee and Minsoo, pls faster reconcile.
i olradi cried a bucket 4 u okayy. haha.
(hope i wun wake up with puffy eyes tml)
wonder y the writer had to make the storyline so complicated.
urgh. Minsoo is hot sehhh.
finally i saw Park Yejin acting.
afta seeing her in Family Outing. being a sweet but savage gurl. haha.

ytd was sum freaky storm huh.
lucky it was short.
was outside with boyfwen.
how i regretted nt stopping him frm fetching me.

okay
betta sleep nw.
work tml. (:
and i'll get to see boyfwen too.
i love boyfwen.
sweet kental. haha

2009-04-22T03:12:00.002+08:00

i solemnly swear that I am up to no good
heck.
i dun feel sleepy nw.
having a bad headache.

urgh.
can u pls stop playing with pin codes.
and when its prompting the PUK code, pls immediately kol cust svc.
its frustrating wenever cust like these situations come w/o their I/C.
urghhh.
its troublesome 4 me and even more troublesome 4 u okayy.
and this annoying bitch comes along.
cant you see the q behind u?
or r u being oblivious?
im so annoyed. urgh.
fuck. just shut up bitch.

smiling can be so fake.
facing these whiny mudbloods.
pfft.
stupid xinyuan 4 luffing at me.
shudnt have told him tat story.

i miss TPJC.
i miss school.
i miss those stupid tymes.
i miss dozing off in lectures.
i miss my eye candies (esp Tragedy. keke.).
i miss wearing uniform.
i miss dikir.
can i just repeat sch but nt A-levels??

abamuhamma!!
stop it sia wit that name. haha.
what i love abt boyfwen is...
the wae he can tolerate my nonsense is just so "amazing".
haha.
wahh. 1st tyme doing cashier huh. lol.
nt bad huhh. keke.

watched family outing.
its so funny wen they tricked Sooro oppa.
but its so touching sehhh.
the wae that they are bonded nw.
Jong Kook is one funny guy sia. haha.
Chunderella!! hahaha. clumsy like olways.

i love Park Yejin in Hateful But Once Again
freaking nice.
but quite draggy tho.
shall watch more of it tml. (:

330 radi? thats fast.
klahh. nytes.
(:

mishief managed

again and again

2009-04-18T00:41:00.002+08:00

boyfwen took mc ytd.
keke.
went 2 bugis 2 catch 17 Again.
i swear Zac Efron is hot. haha.
a heart-warming story but just nt the thing 4 most guys.
and there's lyke so many movies coming soon.
so cnt wait 2 watch harry potter.
night at the museum 2. transformer 2.

hate it wenever i cn just seem 2 4get the world everytyme im wit muhammad azhar.
i feel so guilty sehh.
cos i reallie do can 4get all the impt stuffs.
pfft.
its all his fault. haha.

2dae work is just lyke a breeze.
none whined.
tho some were annoying mudbloods.

and HAPPY BDAE HUDA!!!
i feel so bad tat i cnt attend the bdae party sehhh.
haishhh.
HUDA!! sowie i cudnt make it.
but anw, smoga umur u panjang n murah lagi rezeki u aehh.
happie 19th bdae! (:

im so tired nw.
anw, any dramas 2 recommend?
cant seem 2 find gd ones.
been watching 1N2D tho.
Kang Hodong so annoyingly funny. haha.
Seunggi is so cute.
n jiwon is reallie like an elementary sch kid.
i didnt noe tat MC Mong is tat hot.
haha.
hot stuffs makes my dae nehh...

2009-04-14T01:52:00.002+08:00

hmmm.
to think tat im such a fortunate brat huh.
and yet im taking it 4 granted.

what i reallie want in my lyfe.
neither riches nor status.
all i want is.....
secret. where cn tell. haha.
lame lah sial.

i just cnt fathom these people nwadays.
wen they themselves noe tat they cnt afford certain things,
wen they are stuck wit lil money in their pockets,
still, they go after branded stuffs and luxuries.
and wen all have been used up,
they start blaming others.
putting on a shameless face 2 borrow money.
haishh.
y cnt they get smarter and wiser?
y cnt they stop their greed?
is it that impt 2 show off?
hhmmmm.

im tired of facing the same kind of people everydae.
sum tink that by just getting angry and persistent, they can get wadeva they want.
pfft.
this is nt utopia lah sial.
maybe i shud read up on the terms and conditions. haha.
then i cn shoot back to these whining cust.
i just got one and i hav proof. keke.
wen shud i stop working huh??
been doing alot of full shifts these 2 weeks.
tiring luhh.
i olways look 4ward 2 930pm.
cos its the tyme 2 close the shop.
and i hope they will just fire tat stupid monster.
stupid MC Queen.
but maybe i shud thank her 4 letting me do lots of full shifts.
keke. money, money.
i siao liao. earn money but hardly spend it.
so i usually end up giving the money 2 people.
dunnoe save 4 wad olso. haha.
there's nothing i wan 2 buy yet.
and wassup wit Nobody by Wondergirls?
my colleagues kept playing that song
such an old song radi.
but i will still dance 2 it wenever i hear the song.
till xinyuan gt irritated. lol

i hardly tok 2 boyfwen sehhh.
we r both so bz wit work.
and we hav diff shifts. pfft.
and sumbody kips demeaning me just nw.
pfft. i noe im all of what u've just said.
im fully aware.
dun keep rubbing salt lehh. haha.
heart pain lehhh.
MUHAMMAD AZHAR!!
just felt like typing his name. lol.
and i cnt 4get how his mum pronounced customers.
cute habis. haha
randomness.

im looking 4ward 4 my uni posting 2 be out.
wonder where i will go sia.
i wanna go NUS. but NTU's nt bad either.
hmmm.
im just amazed at how i cn actuallie get thru this phase of lyfe.
considering that i didnt reallie mugg that hard.
hope i will get the course that i wanted.

JC lyfe back then was so fast and so hectic.
everydae was so tiring.
with tuition during weekends.
school and CCA during the weekdaes.
and more tuition + mugging at nyte.
no social lyfe at all.
with tests olmost every week.
or shud i sae every day? haha.
yet, 2 yrs in JC is the best in my life.
nvr once did i regret.
fwens, dikir and evrything else.
so fun.
missing those daes.
school was my life.

okays. its 230 nw
maybe i shud sleep nw.
boyfwen in dreamland way b4 me. haha.
pfft. nvr waait 4 me. haha.
he olways turns in early.
nt like me huh.
maybe i shud try 2 make a habit 2 sleep early.
like boyfie. haha.

okays. dah jassika.
BUNGKAM!
bye.

2009-04-11T00:42:00.002+08:00

so went dikir training 2 kaypoh2.
i learnt the manifest song
sedapp. baek ahh mus.
love the verse part.
the best thing abt dikir is tat u can scream as much as u wan.
haha.
ragam. ragam. ragam.
hope it will turn out WOW!
all the best gurls (:
ayunan dewi berdiri sehati sejiwa.

working 2dae was fun yet siansss...
luffing at stupid people.
and i tink boyfwen just heard my so buruk giler nyer laughter.
haha. was i tat loud?
paiseh sia
and 2 bad he had 2 be activated 2dae.
so being frustrated, sumbody had 2 speed his wae thru kan.
pfft.

let the love grow and grow.
happy 2nd monthsary! (:
trying 2 scare me wit citer hantu.
dream on.
im nt tat gullible okayy.

and finally i have the lollipop song by Big Bang.
n i like G-Dragon's outfit.
it seems lyke he gt the idea frm Skipbeat huh.
first it was the ice cream phone.
nw there is the lollipop version.
dangs. can i get the lollipop version too?? haha.
Big Bang lehhh.
but will it be out in Singapore?? geez.

you're my lollipop

2009-04-08T04:23:00.002+08:00

its going to be 430 am.
and craps.
im still nt asleep yet.
watching dramas and playing my Nintendo DS which boyfwen gave me.
making me 4get abt tyme.
totally.

im so afraid to lose him nw.
how did i end up to be this way?
urgh.
i hate it wen i feel so weak.

im tired of waiting for a miracle

2009-04-07T21:13:00.002+08:00

recognise this guy??
the lead actor in Green Forest, my home.
LEON JAY WILLIAMS actuallie made his appearance at my workplace.
and 2 tink that i love his character in those taiwanese dramas.
oh my gdness, he is lyke so freaking hot sehhh.
me and my colleague were actuallie trying 2 recall hu is this celebrity.
we googled as soon as we gt the name.
we got excited wen we found out hu he reallie is.
dangs. we shud hav taken a pic wit him. keke.

and wth.
i cud hav slept longer if it wasnt 4 tat MONSTER.
bcos of tat MC Queen, i had 2 be activated early lahh.
urgh.
and i wudnt have made an embarrassing call if it werent 4 boyfwen.
pfft.

watched WGM epi 50.
keke. Junjin n his wife is so funny lahh deyy.
ouhh.
i love Taeyeon's interior design of her love hse.
dangs. its so cute. wit bears and pink all over.
but 2 bad. they're gonna end soon since Hyung Don's gt a new gurlfwen.
n wad?? Shinae is attached 2 a guy hu is nt Alex?
pfft. crap.

i love today.
cos i get 2 sleep 4 as long as i want.
(:

meeting ruzanna supar tml too.
weeee.
looking 4ward to tml.
yayyy.

and yeshh. i so cnt wait 2 meet hafizah kecik.
cos she gt me sumtingg.
weeeeeee....

2009-04-05T23:56:00.003+08:00

hey hey you you!

geez. i love boyfwen.

cos he's my personal favourite. hehe.

so dated on fridae.

and he went 4 an interview at i-forgot-where.

and i met his fwen at his workplace.

got free brownie. sedap. pasal free. (:

batalkan niat nk tgk wayang pasal takder citer yg best.

and he bought new shoes at marina.

expensive sehh dose shoes.

you noe wad?? keke

boyfwen stopped his bike suddenly at the side.

geez. just 2 let me put on his jacket.

and just bcos i said it was cold.

i was lyke awwwwwww.............

jassika is still melting nw. haha.

sumtymes its the simple things tat u do tat makes me fall for you over again.

haishh. i will hardly spend tyme wit him this month.

since we hardly have the same off dae.

pfft.

its depressing wenever i see my april schedule.

and hafizah kecik!!!

thanks tauu.

i realliee appreciate it lots.

and u made my dae wit those news! (:

watched Final Destination 3 on Channel 5.

finally, i watched TV. lol.

urgh. gross.

yet the blood is so fake.

i still hate the tanning scene tho.

yucks.

haishhh.

boys over flowers is over..

dangs. i miss kimbum.

i miss Hyunjoong(Jihoo)

Toradora last epi was awesome.

so freaking sweeet huh.

the wae they loved each other. nice.

1N2D nw. weeeee.........

2009-04-01T23:45:00.003+08:00

work is stupid 2dae.

i argued wit a cust. wtf
i accidentally poked my head with a pen. stop luffing at me. its painful okayy.
just dun ask me how i did it. cos i reallie dunnoe.
pfft.
and monster si bei lame sial with her April's fool joke.

i saw the pics tat they took 4 2dae's performance. how i miss dikir. and how i miss performing. and i miss those crazee tymes we had during training.
and i miss how me and bariah will actuallie tink of new songs and new ragams and what-nots during chem lectures. chem lectures are where we got our inspirations frm. haha

met my green bestie ytd. erdiah, tat 1 hr is nt enuff. haha.
study hard yahhh.
but pls, dun study too much.
rest is impt as well.

how can i expect people 2 understand me wen i myself dun understand myself?
hmmm. in this situation, i sumtymes pity boyfie. haha. cos he has to put up wit my nonsense huh.

and i find it frustrating tat everytyme i've put the past behind, God will make it a point to remind me of the past. pls make it stop cos i dunwan to rmber anything painful. in this case, ignorance is bliss shud apply.

i hate it wenever boyfie's so sweet to me.
cos it makes me weak.
geez.

yayy. Family outing is out. haha.
i watched Junjin's epi. so funny da wae they acted pitiful.
and Junjin kept saeing I came here w/o noeing aniting. haha. funny sia.
and Daesung is so cute. haha.
and i cnt stop luffing wen they kept doing Hyori's U-Go Girl dance.
Okay!

woohooo. watching BOF nw.
Jihoo's hot baybehh.

i so cnt wait 4 fridae.
cos cn go out wit boyfie.
weeee.

jangan bilang cinta jika hanya berpura

2009-03-30T20:25:00.003+08:00

im just too tired 2 do anything.
my legs feel like jelly.
was outside 4 a lil while just nw.
but all i cud tink of was home, home, home.
so i finally got the rainbow bag tat i wanted. woohoo.
dere were so many choices tat i didnt noe which 2 buy. lol.
kind of hibernated the whole dae.
dat was sum relief sehh.

sorry ruz. didnt cum 2 watch the match.
i wished i did tho.
wonder wen's the nxt tyme 2 mit you gurls.
and i nid 2 kol erdiah.

boyfie n i are sumtymes just so similar 2 each other.
its freaky u noe tat we tink so alike at tymes.
haha. ytd starhub was so crowded tat it gt me pissed.
it makes me so cepat bingit wen dere's just lots of people.
vivocity was just especially crowded ytd.
boyfie and me actuallie ate under the tree just 2 avoid the crowd.
haha. weird kan.
but i kinda lyke it.
cos finally i can enjoy sum peace. haha.
4 2 nytes, went 2 mount faber.
sitting under the stars wen the surrounding is peaceful, is just too awesome.
i like sehhh.
if onli the world wasnt congested wit people.
its nt gonna happen isnt it?

sumtymes its just so hard to understand people.
i hate it wen people act nice.
mesti ader udang di sebalik batu.
whether the intentions are gd or bad huh.

yayy. family outing is out.
jahat sehh dorang. didnt leave a single meat 4 Sooro oppa.
and the funny shit is sooro oppa mati2 nakkn meat tu. haha.
geez. dapat jugak melepaskan rindu biler npk Daesung.
keke.
i cnt wait 4 Junjin epi 2 be out. weeee.

oh yes!! SUJU won for SORRY SORRY. SUJU has nvr disappoint me huh. and i actuallie cried wen Leeteuk cried and evryone else cried. they must hav been overjoyed. and the part which made me cried more was wen Leeteuk gave a shoutout 2 Kibum tat they did it. awwwwww... it just proved how united n loving SUJU is huh.

solbi, seungri and Daesung had stopped mc-ing. replaced by tiffany n yuri frm SNSD. oh my. i just cnt blieve tat solbi looked so fucgly afta having some work done. dangs. it was so obvious tat she gt sum work done lahh. i so prefer her old face sehhh. she reallie looked so ugly nw. maybe her surgeon made a mistake. haha.

o0o0o. and i so love 2AM's new song. a friend's confession. nice ballad. and they can reallie sing tho i noe Jo Kwon can sing. haha.

im kinda hungry nw.
shits. i shud stop eating alot huh.
but i cnt help feeling hungry often. haha.

2009-03-26T22:04:00.007+08:00

so began the dae wit sum cam-whoring wit tat sis of mine.

went 2 sentosa wit cousins n the lil ones.

bought tickets 4 the luge n skyride.

short yet fun.

but worth the 3o bucks fer a package of 4.

the lil one is so cute.

woohoo.

watched epi 23 of BOF. oh my gdness. Jihoo (Hyunjoong) is freaking hot. i love him lahh seyy. it was kinda frustrating 2 watch this epi. missing scenes n incomplete subs towards the end. nonetheless, it was pretty awesome. the wae Jandi dumped Junpyo was so heart breaking tat i cudnt help but cry. sedih giler ahh. the even sadder part was the wae Junpyo was suffering wen Jandi left him. pfft. wad to do. Junpyo gt a witch bitch fer a mum. will a guy cry 4 me lyke Junpyo does? haha. i shud stop fantasizing huh.

but i cried more in hana yori dango anw. the gurl hu played Makino was a great actress. comparing Jap and Korean version, i'd prefer jap version. they pulled it off pretty well. n the korean version showed more of Jihoo n did nt reallie focus on Jandi wit Junpyo scenes. nt lyke the Jap version huh.

i wonder wen's the nxt epi 2 family outing gonna be uploaded. i miss Daesung. haha.

and i miss my beloved boyfie too. keke.

and im still not done wit harry potter vol 1.

my life is yours alone

2009-03-25T09:34:00.003+08:00

im not a good gurl recently. haish.
sadly huh.
sumone must stop me. lol.

i wonder y am i such a workaholic.
im mad cos i like full shift. haha.
working is hard. but studying is even harder. haha.
okayys. i must still maintain my momentum.
studying i mean.
dun wanna lose out lata on.
pfft.

JASSIKA GOT NO LYFE!!!

went out wit lil sis n her boyfie.
depan muker aku pon nak PDA(i learnt it frm Ruz hehe).
malu lahh sikit. haha. mcm paham huh aku nie.
pastu sikit2 nk gado.
bende yg remeh-temeh pon nk godo.
Aiyohh..

went 2 hav ice-cream session wit boyfie.
finally, my craving 4 ice cream had been fulfilled.
and i so love the rings pic sehh.
tak payah edit pon dah cantek. haha.
*ader org tu trying so hard aeh.

and i woke up at 6 plus in the morning 2dae.
my mum lahh.
pagi2 buta dah membebel.
but i feel guilty towards her anw.
cos i did sumting wrong luhh.

Boys Before Flowers 22 is awesome. the sweet kiss. hot stuffs. Hyun Joong is freaking hot. y does he seem 2 get hotter in evry epi. haha. I saw 1 of Minho's early debut movies. nice. he's naturally hot luhh. haha. Gaeul is pretty too but i dun lyke her hair. haha.
and i love the OST frm A & T.
weeee....
epi 23, faster cum okayyy.

dangs. i love these pics. and im still not over Kim Bum yet.
keke.

saying i love you is not the words i want to hear from you

2009-03-18T21:59:00.003+08:00

AHHHHHHHHHH....

screaming wit joy ryte nw. but no sound cuming out. haha.

boys before flowers 20 and 21 are out sia.

Jihoo is as hot as everr. keke.

and Jihoo and Jandi looked so gd 2gether in tat wedding shoot.

wonder if Hwangbo will feel jealous. lols.

wooo. i so liked the part wen Junpyo actualli kneeled dwn just 2 beg jaekyung 2 let him go.

tat just proved how much he loved Jandi huh.

onli if a guy wud do tat 4 me. haha. i noe. DREAM ON.

besides tat, i wud sae tat the OST part two is much more nicer

i dunnoe y but it just seems more appropriate 4 the drama as compared to the OST part 1.

i wan A'ST1 OST. i wan. i wan.

shall dwnload it. keke.

2009-03-18T14:38:00.002+08:00

felt lyke punching my stomach ytd so that it will make up its mind whether i shud throw up or nt. urghh. it turns out tat my bad flu is the cause of it. and rashes started developing too. dangs. i feel so ugly nw. haha.
anw, i feel so much betta nw.
DUH.
afta having spent money on medicine.
and i felt so weird to be speaking to cust with a husky voice

and my oppa is being so sweet. keke.
so sweet mcm nk cubit pipi dierr. haha.
its no wonder i love oppa.
lets hope tat oppa will have a nice dae at work.
OPPA, saranghae-yo.

yayy. finished watching Part TWO of family outing with Yoona.
its so funny that they took hrs to make breakfast.
and just caught 2 pathetic fishes. haha.
dangs. nw i cnt wait 4 the next epi. keke.

i watched SUJU's peformance on Music Core(if i rmbered correctly)
anw, i didnt see Heechul or Kibum.
haishhh.
nevertheless, Donghae's pretty hot in this performance. keke.

feel drowsy afta eating my medicine.
so im off 4 a rest nw.

2009-03-15T23:50:00.003+08:00

NOOOOOOOOOO!
Dong Chul died in the end?? urghh. wad a turn off. did i just miss the part where Young Ran and Dong Chul had sex or were they olradi married? i didnt watch 54 and 55. i jumped to the last epi. it was frustrating 2 watch. but the drama didnt end in a bang since it started with a bang. haha. but i liked this drama overall anw.
finally. East of Eden has ended with 56 epis. (:

so had a family gathering at my hse. i feel tat my parents uat kenduri mcm besar-besaran gitu.
kecoh giler abes.
felt lyke i was in sum club with the music blasting super loud.
wit the mums gossipping.
with the babies crying.
and the tv blasting.
betul betul betul. keke. (love Upin & Ipin anw. they're so CUTE!!!)
nvm. and my atuk is so cute. he kips wanting 2 piggyback me. haha.
i dunnoe y i cried biler my atuk ngah bace doa.
maybe it was bcos i was bersyukur tat everyone attended tho it wasnt really full attendence.
and maybe it was this strange feeling tat i was having as i felt tat it cud be the last tyme i wud hear my granddad bace doa.
haishhh.

so i went to NUS open hse in the morning with boyfie.wow. i was pretty amazed by all the clubs and societies they have. such a vibrant college life. im so looking 4ward 2 be accepted in uni nw.
yesh. and i still havnt apply 4 NUS yet. hmmm

my boyfie was activated 2dae. kesiann nyer dier. it was so obvious tat he was freaking annoyed. haha. and he's cuming back 2 vivo. dangs. i'd prefer us 2 be separated wen it cums 2 werk tho. on a 2nd tot, it doesnt reallie matter since im leaving soon anw.

and i love boyfie. keke
<3

2009-03-15T02:04:00.005+08:00

its strange tat im reading Harry Potter series again. haha.
i just cnt get sick of it huh.

work has been tiring. lyke duhh. but i tink i've gotten used 2 it radii.
annoying cust i will try 2 avoid of cos.

im loving this guy more and more.
does he feels the same 4 me too?? haha.
wad a qn.

ahhhhhhh.... kekeke.
i watched family outing with Yoona just nw.
its freaking hilarious by the wae the guys r gaga-ing over Yoona and the noonas r getting jealous over it. lol.
and Daesungie is so happie wen Yoona called him Oppa. awwww.
its so funny wen Hyori is trying 2 kip Jaesuk frm running away.
its so sweet wen Sooro and Jongshin actuallie gt meat fer Yoona.
dangs. i so cnt wait 4 the next epi to be up soon.

BOF is so freaking awesome. Jihoo is so hot. i just love his smile. so charming. keke. and i feel so sad that they have so little sleep and have 2 work so hard just 2 please the fans. kesiann kann. their tired faces is becoming obvious nw sehh. hope the series will end soon huh. i wanna watch more of Kim Bum seh. i still find Korean version of BOF nt having a flowy storyline.

and i just heard SUJU's new album. i want the album lahh seyyy. but i still prefer their cute songs lyke Marry U and Happiness or U. haha. anw, i feel sad tat i hardly hear Kibum's voice, nt even a rap part. its olways the lead vocalists. haishh.
fiza kechik: i dun tink tat wud hurt since i'll be doing the same. haha.

i love StarKIng no matter how many tymes i watched it. Kang Hodong is such a good host. he noes how 2 be funny.

nt 4getting 1N2D. Lee Seunggi, saranghae!! of cos its olways him tat i will mention. haha. MC Mong is so cute and he's gt a gurlfwen. dats so cute. haha.

and hwayobi is with that untouchable guy?? hmmm. i wonder if hwanhee will get jealous. but even if hwayobi and hwanhee were to be 2gether in reality, i dun tink they can last long anw. haha.

so GEE has won 4 the 9th tyme. wow. the power of nine huh.

ohhh. so he's Nakamaru. nw i noe. he looked so different wit tat hairstyle since he had 2 cut it short 4 this drama. and nt 4getting Masuda. i nearly cudnt recognise him till he smiled. haha. he reallie looked so different with short and black hair. lol. anw, the OST RESCUE by Kat Tun is awesome. 4 the 1st tyme i actuallie like Kat Tun's song. haha.
looking 4ward 2 nxt epi of RESCUE.

and i actuallie watched Kame in this jap drama abt wine. Kame looked manly in this drama. i like the storyline. interesting. and its so strange tat you can imagine a scene wen u take a sip of the wine. hhhmmmm.

ouh. and i watched TOGETHER. Rainie is freaking awesome but Jiro was exaggerating at tymes. i love evry series tat Rainie has acted in. i am looking 4ward 2 her nxt drama and olso the next epi of TOGETHER. weeee. nice storyline btw.

okayyss. i'd betta go 2 sleep nw. if nt, sumbody's gonna nag at me tml morning. keke.

and i don't want to miss a thing

2009-03-10T23:31:00.004+08:00

this is dedicated to him....

bukan sekadar cinta kau berikan
malah kejujuran yang kau tunjukkan
keikhlasan juga kau sempurnakan
sesungguhnya ku mengetahui segalanya
buktinya sungguh terjelas di depan mata
usahlah kau ragu, usahlah kau salah sangka
selama ini ku hanya berpura tidak menyinta
sedangkan hati sudah mula berbicara
cinta dah sayang sudah terpahat di jiwa
kini, kesempatan ingin ku ambil untuk berkata
Engkaulah yang amat ku cinta
Ku harap jodoh kita kekal selamanya

geeez. thats so cheesy huh. lol.
happie 1st monthsary :D

oh wells. i watched intimate moment of BIG BANG. haha. didnt noe Seungri and Daesung are so awkward wit each other wen they even sleep on the same bed. DIAO! its so funny wen they are trying so hard 2 make Seungri and Daesung 2 be comfortable with each other. i like the doughnut scene and the shouting at the rooftop too. haha. and Daesungie is so freaking cute. i love the tips on sleeping in class. TOP's tips were super hilarious.

shits. im stuck on RESCUE nw. a jap drama this tyme. but its freaking nice since its abt the rescue team which is part of a firefighter thingy. and furthermore, its featuring a Kat-Tun member which i didnt realize it till i saw it in a magazine tat he's part of Kat-Tun. lol. and i love the ending song. awesome! i wan the live version of tat song sia. i dunwan to cry alone

and wth. i wondered why must she commit suicide hu is part of the BOF cast. izzit bcos of the harsh comments?? i guess onli she noes y she committed suicide. pfft. she's dumb 4 ending her life just like dat.

and i watched FT Island savin energy song. yeah. all of them were awesome i must sae. keke. and this just proved that they are nt onli just a band but with powerful vocals too. woohooo. love all of them yaww.

ouh! have you heard Suju's new song in full version? dangs. i so cnt wait 4 the MV 2 cum out sehh. sorry sorry a catchy song which im sure it will becum a hit.

what?! Kara got to the top with HONEY?? hmmm. they're just a bunch of young biatches. look at each of their faces and u will noe why. one is known as a rude brat, one keeps thinking that she's the prettiest or the most gorgeous, the other one keeps involving herself with mini scandals. and to tink they are so much more younger than me lahh seyy. ironically, their song is not bad lahhh. but i still preferr GEE GEE GEE GEE baby baby baby.

okays. back 2 BOF series yaww.

to sakinah, erdiah, fiza and azharr, thanks 4 the congrats. (:

2009-03-06T23:11:00.002+08:00

SYUKUR ALHAMDULILAH.
im happie tat i made it thru this phase of life.
im so grateful to God. thank you.
im thankful tat God didnt let me see dejected faces of my parents.
im thankful to God for letting my parents feel proud.
im thankful to God for giving me this happiness.
at the same tyme, i feel sad noeing im in bliss while sum of my close ones are nt.
and im happie 4 those hu made it.

yet, im scared of losing 1 of my joys.
i mean God can just take it back anytime.
am i being too greedy??
for nw, i shall just cherish every moment huh.
and just let fate plays its role naturally.

the anxiety was seriously killing me wen i was waiting 4 my turn 2 receive my results slip.
tears were accumulating in my eyes radi.
"Jassika, you did well."
and i just broke dwn as soon as i heard tat frm Mr Tan Ahlek. lol.
so buruk kan.
i was just too overjoyed cann.
i seriously didnt xpect it.

oh my gdness. another gd news. SUJU is making a comeback soon. and i just heard their teaser. gt potential sia. im so looking 4ward. weeee.

urghh. and all bcos of an accident, Boys before flowers had 2 be delayed by 1 epi. i feel so sad 4 dem sehh. its lyke afta one another, the cast will meet an accident. dangs. and i read abt Minho (Goo Junpyo) smoking. if u tink tat celebrities shud be perfect in their behaviours and character wise, u r so wrong. they are humans too.

and omg. i watched part TWO of TOP in family outing. dangs. he's so cute trying 2 catch the trouts. haha. and i like the wae he can be so uncool and sissy at tymes. lol. so adorable.

urghhh. stupid Lee Dong Wook. his eyes are just blinded by fame. cant u see tat ur mum and Dong Chul loved u so much huh?? hate Shin Tae-Hwan. wad an evil old fool. pfft.

and i so wanna watch TOGETHER sehh. Jiro and Rainie. woahhhh.

dats all 4 nw.

im loving you more and more

2009-03-02T22:14:00.002+08:00

scared.
fear.
failure.
faces of disappointment.
tears of my loved ones.
hopes and dreams crashed.
xpectations nt fulfilled
NO.
dun remind me.
im just not ready.

2009-02-28T01:22:00.004+08:00

oh my gdness. im so looking 4ward to watching the guys performing 4 the dikir performance. dangs. have 2 wait 4 1 more dae. GANBATTE nehh.

happiness is so short-lived so it made me cherish every moment being spent with my loved ones. keke. and im kinda sad tat i hardly spend any tyme with him nw since we r both either tired or working early the nxt dae. haish.

rumors been passing arnd tat a-level results are going 2 be released soon. and i received this NUS letter. and my dad is xpecting sum gd news. Dun get ur hopes too high, dad. haha. im nt confident this tyme round

my grandparents still tinks tat im still a kid wen im all grown up nw and it makes me feel tat im still a kid. haha. random seh.

okays. so this is wad i look 4ward to every nyte. hot stuffs. haha.

dangs. KIM BUM is freaking cute here. and i love that hoodie he's wearing. 2 tink its frm everlast. wonder if they hav this hoodie in s'pore. haha. cos i wanna get it. lol.

and SNSD has been winning for their song GEE 4 7 cconsecutive weeks, breaking wondergirls record. cool or wad. i kind of like them nw but nt as much as boybands tho. but they're so freaking CHIO BUs despite gg 4 plastic surgeries. haha. esp Yoona and Taeyeon. keke

and im so freaking happie tat i found a youtube channel or sumone hu is subbing family outing. woohoo. im crazee over Daesung. he's hot but acts so dumb. haha. and tat his charming feature. cos his dumbness is cute nehh.

and and i watched 1N2D. im love Lee Seunggi more and more. no wonder he's one of the most wanted guys in South Korea. lol. love him nehh.

i wwatched the pparody of GEE by Infinity Challenge. kekek lah sia. Junjin looked kinda hot as a gurl. haha. oh yahh! their parody of boys before flowers is olso funny. keke.

watched east of eden. dangs. its gonna finish soon. so cnt wait 4 the ending. hope it ends in a bang. haha. im hating Dong Wook nw. stupid. baka. i hate it tat he kips denying tat he has changed and kept insisting tat everyone's changed but he didnt. oh my gawd. and Young-ran looked hot in a wedding dress. CEMBURU sehh. getting a wedding scene wit a hot guy is rare okayy. haha

and Boys Over Flowers is freaking nice. Y did Hyunjoong cut his hair??? at 1st, 2 me he didnt look gd as b4. but afta getting used 2 his new hairstyle, he looked awesome. HOT! haha. the part Goo Junpyo cried was nice job done cos he made me shed tears too. haha.

okays. i shall continue nxt tyme. im tired nw.

*yawns

2009-02-21T21:39:00.003+08:00

bingit lah seyy. too many cust are making my patience running out. satu2 mcm nkk kene cekik je. how annoying. jassika mcm sial ahh. on a 2nd tot, dier yg mcm sial. dahlah membabi buta. urghhh. bingit. bingit. bingit. and i still tink tat my decision is ryte. and wtf. im nt even taking ur opinion into consideration. and no one did ask u 2 take responsibility 4 my business. so, too bad huh.

pain. hurt. tears. reminders of them were being sent 2 me. lyke wth. and no. obviously i wudnt wan 2 go thru tat process again. seems lyke i olways try so hard 2 avoid them. \

geez. so cnt wait 4 dikir com on 1st march. haha. so ytd went out wit ruz and bariahh. we went back 2 sch 2 help the dk gurls. newbies gt potential i must sae. haha. if onli they didnt pick tat song tho. its a difficult song and it will be so hard on the gurls sehhh.

haishhh.

okayy. lets deviate frm the annoying reality 4 awhile.

aigoo. aigoo. finally, i watched family outing with TOP being the guest. lyke finally. haha. my gdness. TOP is damn freaking hot. im so gg gaga over this guy. and i so cnt wait 4 part two wit subs 2 be out sehh. keke.
and i dunnoe y but i so love this pic of big bang. maybe bcos they're in pink?? lol.

okays. watched Wheesung's version of Insomnia originally sang by Craig David. oh mann. i wud prefer the original version sia. Wheesung's voice just isnt compatible with the song. i tink Taeyang wud be more than perfect. haha.

geez. i've just watched the live performance of FT Island singing Bad Woman. nice. but wads wit Hongki's hair? y did he hav 2 perm it?? i guess he wans 2 be lyke Goo Junpyo. haha.

speaking of Goo Junpyo, dangs. Boys before flowers 14 was awesome. i love the scene wen Geum Jandi cried wen she was trying 2 cheer up but she broke dwn as soon as she saw Junpyo's pic. haish. if onli Jandi was gg steady with Jihoo. dat wud be perfect cos im sure Jihoo will give her all the love sehh. fine im jealous cann. haha. JI HOO, saranghae! <333

oh my gdness. i just found out tat east of eden new epis are out. aytes. off i go.

2009-02-18T00:10:00.006+08:00

aigoo. he's no longer in vivo nw. n he will be in PS for lyke 2 months. kecian dier. PS is olso known as hell. haha. so no more breaks 2gether and whatnots. haishh. i feel sad tat he's gonna be even more tired and more KIV. FIGHTING kayy!!!

have i mentioned tat i went out with VGs on last thurs?? haha. tat was fun. gg to marina barrage and cam-whoring. lol. nt 4getting shisha-ing. keke.

urghh. i nid a new bag and new slippars. haha. but i've gt no tyme 2 go shopping. dangs.

and thanks PHEEZA for ur chocs. i like. haha.

im getting tired of facing cust lately. haha. mcm malas nk lyn gitu. its so dumb wen there was this cust hu claimed tat it took him 2-3 hrs just 2 cum 2 vivo. WAK LUU!! dgr2, singapore tu besar pe. mepek sehh. even if u wan 2 lie, lie reasonably and logically can. i aint tat stupid okay, ur the stupid fool. enuff of stupid fools sehh.

i just watched SNSD singing Come On Over. it was awesome seh. esp Taeyeon. power biler dier tarik. haha.

and i saw Hyungdon and Taeyeon's wedding pics. haha. FUNNY. its reallie beauty and the beast sia. and 2 tink tat Hyungdon is afraid of anti-fans. haha

and wad?! Hyunjoong fainted again?? omg. Hyunjoong, pls hav lots of rest kayy. i dun mind u having minor parts. rest is more impt. i wan 2 see Hwangbo's reaction wen she heard this news. haha. sumhow, i can imagine. lol.

and i watched East of Eden till epi 48. omg. Dong Wook, r u blind?? how can u do tat 2 ur mom and bro tat has dedicated their lives 4 u? and he doesnt even noe tat his bro did dirty jobs just 2 save his ass and yet, he wants 2 arrest and go against Dong Chul. kesian Dong Chul. BAEK shin myung hoon!! he's nw the hero. i tink he's gonna be the saviour 4 Dong Chul. i so cnt wait 4 nxt epi sehh. keke.

i don't want a broken heart.

2009-02-15T11:01:00.004+08:00

oh my Allah. i just gt a shock of my life. V-day huh. he surprised me by sending a delivery of flowers and a cutey bear 2 my workplace. geez. thanks ayg. okay fine. i wun kol him kental animore. haha. kental is love. hehe.

neul saranghae. <333

2009-02-12T08:10:00.002+08:00

i've been awake since 3 hrs ago. abt 5am i guess. wonder y i woke up so early and i slept so late. just cnt get myself back 2 sleep again. my eyes are fully wide opened nw. so i watched star golden bell 2 pass tyme. haha. its so funny wen Kim Jedong said tat he was once punished 4 sleeping in class due to his small and slit eyes wen he did nt. lol. i guess he's kinda immune to being teased abt his freaking mini eyes radi.

so ytd i met ruz. thanks 4 accompanying me and thanks 4 ur well wishes. no matter wad people may sae abt you, RUZANNA BTE SUPAR is 1 fwen i will nvr 4get and i so thank Allah 4 meeting her. (:
oh yahh. dun be demoralised easily kay. if its ruzanna, confurm leh nyer. its olryte 2 suck at ur 1st try. things will get betta once u get the hang of it. just lyke me. haha. aku mcm paham ah.
ganbatte nehh.

so met my kental afta he finished werk. he brought me 2 mount faber. terpegun seketika dgn permandangan. wad splendid view sehh. enjoying myself in serenity with the soothing breeze. it feels like a sweet escapade frm reality. reallie nid tat once in a while afta facing all these people whose stupidity gt no limit. haha.

b4 mount faber, he brought me to this national geographic shop. it felt lyke a museum. it was fascinating. i didnt noe there was such a shop in vivo. haha.

3 more days and he's leaving. if onli i had sum psychic powers 2 slow dwn tyme or even betta 2 stop it. haha.

i just realized sumting. my pay is in.
and i cnt reallie identify hu's this sam tagging in my blogg. haha.

ouh. i just found out abt Chris Brown assaulting Rihanna till Rihanna was in a pretty bad shape. is tat an old story? haha. im sure there's a reason 4 bashing up Rihanna. but i still cnt blieve tat Chris Brown cn be so violent. his positive image is gone down the drain nw.

no more coolsmurf blog animore. haishh. nw he's joining allkpop.com. i mean if i were 2 be in his shoes, i wud accept the offer since im being paid. lol.

geez. saw the new mv of FT Island. bad woman huh. the song made them looked charismatic and matured. but they r only in their teens and singing this kind of songs. and the skinship just doesnt seem appropriate. i dunnoe y but the wae Hongki sang feels lyke all FT Island songs sounded similar. im nt saeing its a bad thing. nvrtheless, FT Island is loved. haha.

boys before flowers sure deserved high ratings. oh mann. i so love the necklace tat Jun Pyo gave Jandi and its one where Jun Pyo specially designed it. its freaking nice sia and its so cheesy wen Jun Pyo said sumting so mushy lyke Jandi is the moon and he is the star and the star will nvr leave the moon. haha.

i wanna watch family outing esp wit TOP in it. haishh. but i wonder where can i find one wit subs. and Yoona frm SNSD is gonna be in it too. but 2 bad, i can hardly find family outing wit subs nwadays.
nw, i barely watch WGM. or maybe nt at all. the new couples doesnt seem to be interesting. lol. i miss the pioneer couples sehh.

okayss. shall stop here 4 nw. meeting VGs lata.
tata.

2009-02-08T00:04:00.002+08:00

ERDIAH!! aku syg kau byk2 tau. haha. and i reallie mean it seh. had 2 meet naj 2 pass her my bks supposedly but it turns out tat the bks r nt wif me. sorie naj.
anw, met erdiahh instd and did lotsa bitching. haha. ouh. how i miss the old sweet days. erdiah, lets meet up again soon kays. haha.
well, i hope you can reallie change dat guy. its 4 his sake olso wad. and i reallie am proud of u 4 gg the xtra mile 4 ur fwens. JIAYOU kays.

okays. so me and my kental bought couple rings. smangat seh pi PS just 2 find nice rings. but im so satisfied with the ones tat we bought. and we got wet in the rain. stupid rain. ader org tu confident tak hujan pe. haha. and bcos of the rain, didnt get to go marina barrage. sedih. nvm. nxt tyme olso can.
his patience is one of the reasons y i love him. hehe.
semakin ku mengenali dirimu, semakin ku sayang padamu. (:

jassika must start to treat him betta. i seriously feel so mean and cold. but i just cnt help it. nvm. the tyme shall cum huh. haha. urgh. i'll so miss him wen he goes to PS. and the tyme 4 him 2 go is approaching soon. boohoo.

work has been tiring so far. wonder y i feel so tired. even nw. must be bcos i've grown so old radi. well, 19 is considered old okay. haha. drained most of energy in standing and carrying those set-top boxes. lols. im telling you its not funny okay. stupid bitch hu just cnt wait lyke as if he's the only one waiting 4 so long. urgh. dumbass. complain if u wan ah lyke im scared of u. baka!

okayy. watched return of Iljimae. wooo. i so find the narrator kinda irritating. but its nice lahh. tho i wud prefer Iljimae. PD, nice try. haha.

den watched boys before flowers. dangs. i so love the kissing scene. and i so love Hyunjoong. y must he look so hot evrytyme. haha.

kay. tyme 4 bed nw. 2 tired radi

2009-02-01T23:38:00.002+08:00

wth. been facing difficult yet annoying cust lately. kecik2 taknk mampos, dah besar menyusahkn org. grrr. bingit betol tau. mcm2 ah drg nie. if u tink ur gonna hav it ur wae, den YOU ARE SO WRONG! tergugat iman kiter tau lyn org2 mcm gini. haha

boohoo.
sedih. sedih. sedih. its so freakin sad. all dose people hu r leaving 4 OUB and PS have left. i will so miss Kak Su, Kak Celine, Sam and many others. how i wish there wasnt any transfer thingy. separation is part of lyfe huh. reality sucks huh.

oh oh. did i tell u tat i went to marina barrage with tat kental of mine on cny?? haha. tak baek aeh aku panggil dier kental. lol. anw, wow. was amazed by the splendid view. can i go dere again, kental?? keke. muahaha.

other than dat, i can PROUDLY sae tat my lyfe is pretty much of a bore. haha.

ahhhh. okays. east of eden 43 and 44 is out. yayy. so cnt wait.
and dere are so many new jap dramas just being uploaded. of cos im so gonna watch dem. it looks preety interesting after reading the sypnosis.
and im so gonna watch the return of Iljimae. tho i wish Iljimae wud still be acted out be Lee Joon ki seh..

and i love boys before flowers. and i wan MORE, MORE. hyunjoong is freaking hot. but how i wish Jandi wud be sumone prettier. haha.

ahhh. G-Dragon is gg solo nw. so cnt wait 4 his album 2 cum out in april i tink. Aja Aja fighting!!! saranghae!!! <33

okay. tu je.

2009-01-30T20:54:00.005+08:00

all i noe is im getting into shit. lol.
lyke wtf.
i just dun understand myself these days.
nvm. lets nt tok abt it. move on.

knaper?? knaper??
why must Won Bin leave FT Island?? its so saddening seh. tho there's gonna be a new member replacing him, but it wun feel the same animore. haish. im sure there must be or other reasons y wonbin left. despite WonBin leaving, i'll still be rooting 4 FT ISLAND. keke. FIGHTING!!

have u heard Daesung's new trot song, "its a big hit"?? gosh. i was surprised 2 have known tat it was G-Dragon who composed the song. LYKE DUH. its no wonder i love G-Dragon so muchh. he's seriously gt tat potential 2 make it big in the entertainment industry. G-Dragon, saranghae-yo.

i wonder if boys before flowers ost album gonna cum out in s'pore. or has it?? i nid tat album badly. i love shinee's song. STAND BY ME....

been watching Good Daddies lately. haha. Hongki is so freaking cute neh. Hee Chul is lyke so freaking annoyingly cute. gahhh. loved it wen they did the pretty girl's dance and nobody's dance. haha. i want nobody, nobody but euu.

speaking of wondergirls, i dunnoe y but im so into dem dese days. keep doing the so hot dance and nobody dance. sorie Angus but i noe u wud tink i was just being carzy. haha. i so love the so hot song. cos they all know im so hot hot. haha.

geez. love code blue special. it reallie made my day cos i reallie miss my beloved Yamapi. thanks 4 uploading tat series. reallie appreciate it lots. and i want 2 see more of Yamapi can can.

oh my gdness. didnt noe tat new heart wud be reallie tat gd till it gt me hooked. keke.

dun feel lyke gg 2 work tml. dangs.

i'd nvr thought that i'll catch this love bug again.

2009-01-27T01:35:00.002+08:00

im watching mbc dance star battle. woooo.
i like. hot stuffs.

2pm is so freaking hot. i must sae this is nt their best performance. known 4 their flips, they didnt let me dwn. excpet 4 the ending. he kinda fell.

i love the wae the cam focused on taeyang. and i am so totally loving it wen he half-flipped his shirt. sizzling hot, it caught me mesmerized. haha. Taeyang, saranghae!! weee.

super junior's routine was awesome. but sum of the moves they have used b4 seh. nonetheless, it was a creative performance, esp the songs they used.

and shits. im hooked on new heart. that intern is hot.